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angelst4re · 8 months ago
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hear me out. headcanons for jamie when you ask him to be rough in bed with you for the very first time. and when he's more than happy to do it for you. and you're justOH.MY.FUCKING.GOD.
good lord i’ve missed tumblr.
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jamie x gn!reader headcanons <3
just something short and sweet but also EXTREMELY NSFW LOOK AWAY RN!!!!!….. or don’t 🫶
It came to you when you were giving him head, he had his cock hitting the back of your throat and you could tell he was getting close
He thrusted his hips up and held you down so you couldn’t move, forcing you to take more of him as he came
Once he realised what he did, he immediately apologised and swore to never do it again
But you weren’t having that.
It was the hottest thing ever
“You like it when I’m rough with you, huh?” He smirked, pulling you up from the floor.
He made sure there was a safe word in place because he didn’t want to push you too far
He held your arms above your head whilst he fucked you, watching you squirm beneath him
He had you on your knees as he fucked you relentlessly from behind, one hand around your throat with the other tugging a hardened nipple
“This rough enough for you, darling?” You would growl in your ear, but you were too fucked out to respond
You had already came three times and he didn’t show any signs of stopping any time soon, yet you were still catching your breath from your first orgasm.
He had also experimented by biting the side of your neck, and it was clear to him you were enjoying it
So by the time he was done with you, you had bruises around your neck, chest and thighs
And when you finally come down from your high seeing him panting above you, messy hair, body glistening with sweat…
“We’ll definitely be doing that again, sweetheart.”
AHHHHHHHHHH
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mikqls0n · 2 years ago
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Please|| Jace Herondale x reader
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Summary: you’ve been teasing jace all day until he can’t take it anymore
Warnings: smut
“Love, please!” You we’re teasing jace the whole day, starting this morning when you both woke up and gave jace head but then pulled away right when he was about to cum and just continued with the day.
Then at lunch when you ran your hand over jace's visible bulge and pushed your hand into his pants teasing the tip of his cock with your tumb- as you again pulled away when you felt that he was close.
Now, late afternoon jace has been following you through the whole institute, begging for you touch as you would just ignore him and he slowly gave up the hope that he would get to cum today as you just laughed to yourself- knowing the power you had over this desperate man.
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When jace stopped following you around, you decided to go shower before you went to bed.
You took of your clothes before you stepped into the shower and turned on the water, waiting for it to become warm.
You closed your eyes as you felt the warm water running down your body.
When you were wet enough you turned around to grab the shampoo bottle as you felt a pair of arms wrapping around your waist, pulling your back against a chest.
“Jace…” you tried not to let out a moan as you felt his hard cock pressed against your ass.
“Why are you doing this to me y/n” you turned to face him as you pressed your lips against his and put one hand up to his neck,pulling him closer, as the other one slowly slides down his chest to his hard length, wrapping your hands around it as you slowly pump his cock, as jace moans into the kiss when you felt him thrusting into your hand.
“That’s right, fuck my hand baby. C’mon tell me what you want, you’ll get it”his head felt down onto your shoulder as he uncontrollably moans into your ear- struggling to speak.
“I wanna feel you… please..” he whispers as the pleasure became a little too much when he felt your tumb on the tip- just like you did at lunch
“You are feeling me”you said as your pace quickens and you felt him getting closer again.
“Wann-wanna feel your mouth around me, please angel…”you heard him whine as he bucks his hips into your hand again when he felt you pulling away from him as he signed before his head was thrown back.
It wasn’t long until you pushed jace on the wall, bringing his attention back to you as you dropped on your knees, becoming on eye level with his cock as your hands wrapped around him again when you took the tip into your mouth, running your tongue over it as jace’s head was thrown back and he had a strong grip on your hair.
You slowly took all of him into your mouth- licking up his length,until you felt him on the back of your throat.
“Fuck, just like that..” you began to suck on his cock as you thrust him in and out of your throat-pumping the rest that didn’t fit in your mouth with your hand.
You hear jace letting out moans which are followed with your name- telling you how good you’re taking him.
“Don’t stop angel, please”you feel him twitch inside you as you feel his cum spilling out of him, down your throat as you swallowed it all.
After jace stopped filling your mouth you get up on your feet as you pulled him into a kiss- giving him a taste of himself.
“Thank you”he mumbled against your lips.
“We should get out of the shower” you said as jace grabbed towels for you both before walking back to you room.
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jcbbby · 2 years ago
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oooooh buddy. yikes yikes yikes. okay, this is my first just straight up smut fic. this is NOT my usual thing at all, so like…this may be absolute garbage??? I’m sorry in advance lmaoooo. this is also like, SO LONG I feel like, because I just literally don’t know how to get the fuck to the point and I just keep writing? lol side note, this is for those who have ever needed to get railed in a sun dress. ;)
If you’re not comfortable with this type of fic, please don’t read! I still love you either way! <3
Warnings: 18+ only MINORS LOOK AWAY, rpf but in an alternate universe, age gap (reader is like 19, Jamie is 34), p in v sex, unprotected sex (do not try at home, kids), oral (female receiving), obvious major power dynamic issue lol, kinda a slow burn? Idk what I’m doing
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It was a warm and humid late May Friday afternoon. You walked through the courtyard, tossing your hair up into a loose bun to get it off your neck in this heat. You dressed for the temperature, wearing a short yellow sun dress with spaghetti straps, complete with strappy sandals showing off your pedicured toes. You were ready for your week-long stay in the Florida Keys, a cliché but nevertheless exciting college summer vacation. Your first year of college was ending, and the only thing that stood in your way of you and your friends’ trip was your final exam for Professor Bower’s class.
Truth be told, you were a little disappointed to be finishing his class, even though it was just a standard required English literature course. You often found yourself absentmindedly staring up at him as he sat on the edge of his desk, a pen tucked with soft blonde locks behind his ear, leading a group discussion on the assigned reading. His high cheek bones, chiseled jaw, pale blue eyes, the wrinkles that would form in the corner of his eyes as he smiled at wonderfully thought-out opinions and analyses from the students, his charming British accent.
There was that one time he leaned in close at your desk to look over your work, feeling the warmth of his body radiate against you, his cologne lingering for a few moments after walking away. How he said your name when calling on you to answer a question. How you would drift off into a daydream wondering how your name would sound leaving his lips in a much more intimate setting… You spent the whole semester in his class feeling a yearning deep in your core. You were going to milk today’s time in his classroom as long as you could. Perhaps you had also worn the outfit you had chosen for more than just the heat wave, hoping to catch his attention just once before parting ways.
The campus was quieter than usual, with many students having already finished their exams and left for the summer. You had some time before your exam and decided to stop by the café on campus for a coffee and last minute study session. After being handed your drink, you went to take a seat on one of the couches and took out your notebook, scanning over the pages of notes.
“Ah, a little cramming session?” A familiar voice said in front of you.
You looked up from being buried in the pages to see him, Professor Bower. He was dressed much more casual than usual. In a pair of black jeans with a white t-shirt and a black blazer over it.
You smiled. “Oh…well, you know. Couldn’t hurt, right?” He looked incredible; you loved this more laid back look on him. Not that he didn’t look great in a tie as well. “You look like you’re ready for summer vacation.”
He looked down at his outfit and back up to you with a chuckle. “Yeah, I figured I’d tone it down for this last day, maybe help everyone relax for the exam… you look like you’re in summer vacation mode as well. You look…very nice.” He looked you up and down, lingering a little longer than you expected somewhere below your eyeline.
You blushed and felt butterflies in your abdomen. “Oh um…thank you. I-I’m heading south after this.” You cursed yourself in your head for saying it like an innuendo.
“You don’t say, how fun.” He grinned. “Well, I better go get everything printed. I’ll see you in class. Good luck on the exam, Y/N.”
You nodded with a meek smile as he turned and headed off in the other direction. All you could think about were his eyes on you, how you would have loved to see what his hands would have done, and how tightly your thighs were squeezing together.
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The classroom was dead silent during the exam, except for the scribbling of pens and pencils across pages. Jamie was sitting at his desk at the front of the room, glancing over his macbook every so often at the room. You found it hard to focus after your encounter earlier, looking up frequently to gaze at him. On a few occasions, he caught you, your eyes meeting for a brief second before you frantically and embarrassingly looked back down at the exam. He would smirk to himself as you felt your cheeks grow hot. You’re blowing it, you thought to yourself.
One by one, each of your classmates brought their finished exams up to the front, with Jamie quietly telling each of them to have a good summer.
“30 minutes left, guys.” He announced to the few of you remaining.
He looked directly at you, holding your gaze for what felt like an eternity before going back to his work on his laptop. You looked back down at your exam, now furiously writing, worried that you wouldn’t finish because of your distracted mind. Not only were you embarrassing yourself in front of the hot professor, but you would also fail his class. Before you knew it, it was just you and Jamie left in the classroom. You glanced to the clock, swallowing hard.
“Time’s up, love.” He said from his desk.
You sighed, gathering your belongings and making your way to the front. You handed your packet to him. “I uh…I didn’t finish. I’m sorry…”
Jamie tutted as he reached for the papers. “Even with that last minute study session?”
“I guess I was…a little distracted…” You shifted on your feet.
“Distracted?” Jamie leaned back in his chair. “Anything you’d want to talk about?” The look in his eyes felt ravenous, like they were reeling you in as prey.
“I don’t know…” You started as he stood up and began walking around to the front of the desk. You felt your breathing get heavier and a sudden wave of confidence washed over you. “I-I uh…kept thinking about how good you look in that blazer…”
Jamie let out a soft chuckle as he came to sit on the front of his desk like usual. “Is that so?”
You turned slightly to face him. “And…how good you’ve looked all semester...how I’ve been hoping you’d notice me…” Your entire body was electrified, being this close to him, desperately wanting his hands on you.
Jamie smirked, taking your arm and guiding you in between his slightly spread legs. Your breath hitched. His hands rested at your hips, sending aching pulses straight to your pussy.
“Darling, I’ve noticed. You always wearing those short skirts, twirling your pen in your mouth in class, not even knowing you’re driving me wild…but we both know I can’t get involved like that with a student…as much as I want to…” His voice was low, you felt his hands start to caress your hips and move towards your ass.
“But I’m technically not your student anymore…the exam is over, I’m done with your class.” You put your hands on his chest, leaning into him, feeling his chest rise and fall with more force. You craned your neck up at him.
He snorted a laugh. “You know I meant as a university student here in general…fuck, you look so good in this dress though.” His hand now resides firmly on your ass.
You began tracing circles with your finger on his chest, looking up at him with your best doe eyes. “I won’t tell if you don’t tell…” You whispered, pressing yourself into him, feeling him harden beneath you.
Jamie groaned quietly with a slight chuckle. “Oh, you’re gonna be the death of me....fuck it.”
He hungrily pressed his lips into yours, both of you immediately softly moaning into the other’s mouth, overwhelmed with want. You move your hands from his chest, wrapping them around his neck. His tongue greedily asked for entrance at your lips, which you wasted no time allowing it in, twirling yours with his. A semester’s worth of desire was erupting inside you, finally coming to fruition.
As you both clumsily tried to get more of each other’s mouths, Jamie’s hands planted firmly on the underside of your thighs, lifting you up against him. Your legs instantly wrapped around his waist as he spun around, sitting you down on his desk, never once breaking contact. He slid the blazer off over his shoulders, tossing it on to his chair behind the desk. You didn’t know he had tattoos. He had always worn blazers or long sleeve button ups. It was a welcomed surprise, you always had a weak spot for tattoos.
You pulled back from him, allowing you both to catch your breath. “You wanna fuck me right here on your desk?” You asked playfully.
“I’ve wanted to fuck you on this desk from day one.” He smirked, placing another kiss on your cheek before turning away.
He slipped over to the door, twisting the lock with a click. You were already so wet with anticipation, but you were still relatively new to sex, and suddenly felt a pang of apprehension creep in. You weren’t a virgin, but you weren’t exactly experienced. Aside from a less than notable prom night at a motel, you hadn’t seen much action. But this was a man, a probably very experienced man, and you were worried about impressing him.
Turning back from the door, he paused just for a moment, taking note of your changed body language. “Hey, you okay? You know, we can stop here if you want.” He walked back to you, standing between your legs, placing a hand on your outer thigh.
“No, no I’m fine. I want this. I want you…I just…I’ve only had sex once.” You looked away, embarrassed.
Jamie chuckled. “Oh, darling…” He cooed as he brought his hand to your cheek. “You can trust me. I can go as easy as you want.” His gentle care turned you on even more.
You brought your hand to his on your cheek and pulled it down, pressing it to your aching heat between your thighs, looking up at him with glassy eyes. “What if…I don’t want you to go easy.” You whispered. “How about you teach me something new, professor…”
His eyes went from where you placed his hand, and back up to your eyes. “Shit…you’re so wet.” He breathed; you felt his fingers lightly moving against your clothed cunt. “You sure you want this?”
“Mhm...god, I want you.” You nodded, staring at his lips, hoping his fingers would find their way under the barrier separating them from where you needed them.
Jamie crashed his lips into yours, as you clamored your hands over his shoulders and arms, hoping to pull him closer. His hand remained between your legs, teasing you with pressure that just wasn’t enough. You brought one hand down to his emerging bulge, caressing him through his jeans. A soft moan came from his throat as he rocked his hips slightly, before pulling away from you and taking your hand off of him. You looked confused.
“No, no. Your hands stay above both our waists, got it? Now, lie back.” He smirked.
You did as he said, slowly lowering yourself back on to the desk, keeping eye contact with Jamie. He remained between your legs, a hand on either thigh. He slowly pushed his hands up toward your hips, bringing the bottom hem of your dress up with them, exposing your light blue panties that were splotched with your excitement. He smiled to himself seeing how turned on you were for him. He glanced up at you, just scanning one more time for any sense of hesitation, before hooking his fingers around the band of them, and sliding them down your legs.
He tucked them into his back pocket, bending over you, meeting your lips again. He nipped at your bottom lip, as he reached back down, tracing a finger lightly over your slit. Your hips bucked upward, begging for more stimulation. Jamie smirked against your lips as he took his finger to your clit and began tracing tight circles. He moved his lips from yours down to your neck, biting and suckling, no doubt leaving marks that would take a few days to fade. You squirmed under his touch, aching for even more.
“Professor Bower…” you moaned.
“Call me Jamie, love.” He said against your neck.
“Jaaamiee…” You moaned again.
“Fuck, I love the sound of that.” He groaned, removing his finger from your bundle of nerves, a whimper leaving your mouth at the loss of contact.
He pushed you slightly backward, giving him the right angle now to place a delicate kiss on your thigh. He smirked up at you briefly before then moving planting his mouth on to your eager cunt. His tongue worked euphoric circles on your clit, not wasting any time also plunging a finger inside you. You gasped, grinding your hips down into his face, tensing yourself, your hands automatically tangling themselves up in his hair. Suddenly, he stopped.
“Hey. What did I say? Hands above the waist, or I won’t touch you anymore.” He said sharply.
“But…it feels so good…I can’t.” You say, catching your breath.
“Well then I guess we’re done here.” He started to stand up.
“No! Please…please keep touching me. I’ll be good.” You bit your lip.
Jamie smiled devilishly as he sank back down to his position. “That’s my good girl.”
He returned to working on you with his tongue, pumping in and out with his finger. You tried to stifle your increasing moans, not wanting to draw attention to yourselves. Jamie moaned into your pulsating heat, causing vibration, and sending shockwaves through your core. You gripped the edges of the desk, trying to follow Jamie’s rule, writhing under him. You bucked your hips up as he slipped in a second finger, pumping rhythmically as he swirled his tongue.
“Shit…shit I-..” You breathed.
“You’re doing so well, baby. That’s it. I’ve got you.” Jamie pressed a hand to your lower abdomen, increasing the growing pressure in your belly.
Without thinking, you grabbed his hand, gripping it tightly as you squirmed, feeling your release building. He smiled against you at this innocent and intimate gesture, intertwining his fingers with yours, still suckling your sensitive bud. He curled his fingers upward inside you in a beckoning motion.
“Jamie, fuck, I-…I’m gonna…”
"Yes, love. Go on, cum for me. Cum just for me." Jamie kissed and nibbled on your inner thigh.
You felt your orgasm crash over you. Your legs quivered as your head fell back in ecstasy. He caressed your hand in his with his thumb as he kept rubbing your clit with his other, helping you ride out your high. He came back up to your lips as you came down in a haze, tasting yourself as he kissed you.
“You still with me, love?” He asked chuckling, pulling you to sit upward again.
“Yeah…no one’s ever gone down on me before. You’ve set the bar really high, though.” You panted, buzzing all over.
“Good.” He smirked, leaning into kiss you again.
You couldn’t wait any longer, you needed him. All of him. Right then. You brought your hands up to his belt, eagerly undoing it as he smiled against your lips. He assisted in removing the belt and pushing his jeans down, his cock springing out over the band of his boxers as he pulled them down. He spit into his hand and wrapped around his cock, stroking himself a few times as he stared at you, taking you all in with his eyes before he had his way.
"I need you...I need you right now, Jamie. Please." The words poured out of your mouth, dripping in lust.
Jamie chuckled. "So desperate for me...you're so good for me."
He lined himself up with your waiting cunt, still seated on the edge of the desk. Slowly, he pushed himself in. Your breath hitching as his width stretched your walls, and he let out a moan as he bottomed out. He kissed and bit at your lips as he paused a moment for you to adjust to him, before starting an even and pace of slow, deep thrusting.
“God, I’ve thought of this while I’ve fucked my hand so many times…shit. You feel so good around me, baby.” He said in a gruff voice before burying his face into your neck, his teeth looking to leave more bruises.
“Me too.” You whispered. “Mmm, fuck me, Jamie.”
“Mmm, say that again, love. Say my fucking name.” He groaned, thrusting deeper.
“Mmmm, oh god, please fuck me, Jamie.” You moaned into his ear, your hands sliding through his hair, gripping his blonde hair tight as your eyes closed.
In a swift motion, Jamie pushed you down on your back again, pulling your legs up into his arms. His pace quickened, thrusting hard and fast into you from this angle. With your legs open and held up like this, he was hitting exactly where you needed it. He was fucking you like he wanted you to never forget it, and you knew you never would; you could never after this.
“You’re my fucking girl.” He grunted. “Say it.” He delivered a hard smack to the side of your ass cheek, with your legs still on either side of him. You let out a yelp as his large hand made contact with your soft skin.
“I’m your girl.” You panted. “I’m your girl, Jamie.”
He continued pounding into you. Both of you had long since given up trying to stifle yourselves. You reached down to your clit, circling it with your fingers, looking Jamie directly in the eye. He smiled wickedly with a chuckle as he watched you touch yourself while he fucked you. You felt him twitch inside you, being driven wild at the sight before him.
“Fuck, baby...that’s so sexy…I don’t think I can last much longer.” He gripped your thighs tight in his hands. “Where do you want it?” He asked.
“Inside.” You moaned. “I have an IUD. I want to feel you cum in me.” You arched your back, feeling a second high approaching.
“Okay. Fuuuck. I-…I’m-“
He reached his released, throwing his head back with a string of expletives. You felt his warm, thick seed spill into you, sending you over the edge at the sensation. You clenched around his cock, your body quivering with pleasure. As you both came down from the euphoria, Jamie’s pumping stopped and he stayed still, not yet pulling out of you. He let your legs fall and pulled you back up towards him, his hand sliding up into your hair, while his other hand rested on the small of your back. He placed a delicate kiss on your lips, pulling back as your sweaty foreheads rested together while you both caught your breath.
“Well, I think you passed the exam.” Jamie chuckled.
You laughed. “I’ve always been a bit of a teacher’s pet, hm?”
He slowly pulled out of you, reaching over to a roll of paper towels kept near the whiteboard to help with cleanup of the mess you had both made of yourselves and the desk.
“So… I’m teaching a poetry class next semester.” Jamie began as you finished straightening yourselves and the room up. “If you’re interested in any further extracurricular activities...” He winked.
“You know, I just might switch to being an English major. I suddenly really love literature classes.”
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stxrliasfics · 2 years ago
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Catharsis - Jamie Campbell Bower Smut
Pairing: rockstar gn!reader x jamie (enemies to lovers kinda sorta ???)
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 5.3k
(just now realizing i never explained: D/N stands for “Drummer’s name” and B/N stands for “Bassist’s name” sorry just in case you were confused LMAO)
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A/N: I have returned from hiatus with something new!!! To start off the new year, I present to you this wonderful masterpiece that was really intended for my two beautiful friends (they're big Jamie enthusiasts!)
Some say it’s better to keep your friends close and your enemies closer. That was utter bullshit to you. And maybe you were too callow to seemingly miss the meaning, but if your enemies were burning alive right in front of you, you wouldn’t even piss on the fire to put them out. Especially if it were Jamie Bower.
You’ve known him since you joined your band, replacing the former lead guitarist. There was limited interaction between you two from the start. 5 years since then and there has still never been a praising comment from him. It was always constant nitpicking at your solos or the way you played your parts entirely. He didn’t want to cooperate with you at all. You’ve come to realize that.
“You two need to get it together,” said your bandmate, D/N. The morning had started off just fine at rehearsal until Jamie was yelling about you continuously missing a note. “We have two more days until we play this fucking show and you’re acting like babies.”
Jamie glared your way as if the message was really intended for you. As if YOU were the problem. You glared right back at him, mentally boring holes into his skull with your bandmates in the crossfire of tension.
He took the strap of his guitar off his shoulders, threw the instrument down, and muttered something as he stomped off stage.
“Dick,” you called. The sound engineers came running with their clipboards and exasperated looks on their faces. 
“Can someone go after him? We’ve barely made it through set,” One of them argued — a burly bald guy with a prominent Yorkshire accent. D/N hurried off the stage in pursuit of Jamie. You turned the volume off on your guitar, set it by the wall of amps, and sat down on a stool. Truly at a loss, you didn’t know which direction to take. You didn’t want to stay somewhere you weren’t welcome. Five years was long enough — but you couldn’t just give up that easily. You didn’t want to be seen as weak, you didn’t want to sulk around anymore and hope to gain the approval of someone so cruel. So you got up and turned your guitar back up. 
When D/N came back with no Jamie in sight, relieving air filled your lungs. Your body relaxed. 
“Come on, we’ve got a show to play, yeah?” You put your guitar strap back over your shoulder. 
“But Jamie—,” B/N started.
“He ran off somewhere,” said D/N. “Got in his car and drove off.”
“We can practice without him,” you said, turning to the sound engineers. “Go on. We’re ready.”
The last few days of rehearsal surprisingly went by with no problems. There was a “Hurry up and get it done” frame of mind settling into everyone, so there was no time for Jamie to start throwing a tantrum. Neither of you two looked at each other for those last few days. You focused your energy more on your excitement for the big day as you stared out into the stadium, imagining all of the bright faces drunk on echoing notes ringing their ears. Everything was good until the show on Thursday.
For more content catered to the fans, you thought it would be a good idea to strap a tiny camera to your forehead, showing a different point of view of your playing. The headband that held the camera was unbearable. So much so that you could feel the elastic digging into your skin, itching below your hairline. Refraining from clawing at your skin, you kept your focus on your fingers dancing on the fretboard and the stinging in your muscles.
During the last song of the night, the last hurrah for the closing show, your eyes closed briefly and your body was thrown into the shockwave of the moment. When they opened, smoke carried off your vision and everything felt lighter. Before you knew it, you were flying above clouds of hands carrying you away. The exhilaration pumping cold through your veins, you lost awareness until you were brought back to the forefront. Every piece of you…except for the camera.
“Fuck, fuck, FUCK!” Jamie’s yells could’ve been heard all throughout backstage as he stormed after you, face red with anger. The show was done and everyone was starting to pour out.  
You whipped around at him. “It was an accident!” The elastic strap was still itching the skin of your forehead. 
“Hey, chill out,” said B/N, stepping in the middle with outstretched arms to hold you two apart. Jamie smacked their hand away.
“The camera. They lost the camera!” he was still glaring at you, harder than ever before. 
“It was an accident! We can get it back.”
At this point, Jamie had stepped away from the boundary B/N placed and was getting closer to you. Hell’s blaze burned bright in his eyes. “It wouldn’t have gotten lost anyway if you weren’t being such a dumbass.” 
“Get out of my face,” your voice dropped low and your eyes hardened. He took some steps back, jaw still clenched, and urged out his last word as always.
“You are the most useless thing that’s ever happened to this band.” 
You watched him edge back out to the stage where fans cheered on his return. Your bandmates surrounded you with somber expressions, yet avoided the crossfire. 
Apparently, the camera was found, but no one had told you that. When you arrived back to your flat the next morning, you had closed yourself up in your bedroom and slept the pooling anxiety away. Jamie’s words hit right at your pride. Useless rung in your ears to the beat of his tone. And you were really starting to believe that, but there was no way you were letting this continue on any further. Screw Jamie. Screw the band. You were out.
The biting wind of mid-November had come in for another time. Streets were covered in cold rain — normality for England. It had been raining nonstop for a few weeks. Cleary skies seemed rare. Your days lazing around the house were all the more dreary. With your band on a short break, you were left to dwell in your bed. Your final thoughts forced you to make a stomach-churning move — a compulsive decision that could possibly break the bridges. 
You were going to talk to Jamie. 
The night before, you were pacing the room with your phone in your hand. Every thought that bubbled up into a word didn’t make sense. Every sentence frayed into a mere memory. It would’ve been difficult to get up with him, considering that you two weren’t really on speaking terms. He did reply to your message hours later. With a thumbs up emoji. You started to get irritated but a thumbs up was better than no response at all. 
You planned to meet up at a cafe near your flat that morning. It was still rainy, so you made sure to grab an umbrella. You rehearsed everything that you were going to say over in your head, silently mouthing it to yourself as you reached the place. Jamie hadn’t arrived yet. There was no sign of his light blonde hair given. You ordered a small coffee to hold your patience in the meantime. 
Heat transferred from the paper cup, warming your frostbitten hands. If it weren’t for all the eyes around you, you would’ve used it to warm your face as well. Possibly fans trying to scope out. Their eyes left you as soon as the cafe’s door jingled and Jamie walked in. 
His hair was tied up and he was wearing all black. Standard Jamie attire. Further more, this made him recognizable amongst the teen fans gawking at you two. You could see his hardened demeanor although he tried to be stoic. When he sat down in front of you, your throat had dried up and everything you wanted to say flew south. You went bitch. 
“Hi, Jamie,” was all that could come out. It didn’t even sound like you. All shaky and weak. Sometimes confrontation wasn’t your strongest suit. It didn’t help that you couldn’t see his eyes. Was he looking at you or behind you? 
“About the camera,” you tried your best not to stutter. “I’m sorry for being ignorant about it.
A short exhale meant to be sarcastic laughter escaped from Jamie. His face stayed blank. 
“You’re not going to say anything?” you poked on. 
“What do you want me to say?” his voice was foreign. Softer than what you were used to but still housed a cold undertone. 
“The way that you’ve been treating me lately. I’d like an explanation for it.” 
He looked out of the window with his arms crossed on the table, not saying a word.      
“What’s your problem with me, mate? I work my ass off and you act like I do nothing. If the camera thing was the last straw then once again, I apologize. I seriously didn’t mean to do it.” 
He looked from the window to the table, watching it in a few seconds of silence. The whole time you watched and waited.  
“I don’t have a problem with you,” he said. Thinking you had imagined it, you eyed him in confusion. 
“You wouldn’t just shit on me for nothing, then.”
He only gave you a shrug. You probed further. 
“What is it? What do I need to change for you to like me?” you hissed. “What’s your problem with me?—” 
“Excuse me. We’re big fans of your music,” Two girls who looked like they were no older than 15 came up to your table. “Could we please have a picture?” 
“I’m so sorry, we’re in the middle of a private meeting,” you apologized. The girls frowned and issued profuse apologies for interrupting you two before Jamie butted in. 
“We can give you our autographs if you have something for us to sign, though!” 
Once again you had to do a double take as Jamie was now smiling. He sounded so sweet. Of course, that was the mask always on display for anyone outside of the band. He held a genuine smile when talking to the girls, taking in every word they said to him. When the girls left, however, he returned to his normal self. You wondered how he made it seem so genuine. Maybe he wasn’t just faking it with them. 
“So?” you said. He turned back to you. 
“So?” he said. That nonchalant tone of voice irked the hell out of you. He didn’t care. Was he even listening to you? 
“I want an explanation. An apology. Something!”
Jamie shrugged again. It took all your might not to smack the shit out of him right then and there. 
“Fine,” Gritting your teeth in uproaring anger, you began to sit up with your still full coffee in hand. “I’m out of the band.” 
You pushed the door to the cafe open, holding back the hard lump in your throat and trying to take a deep breath before it all went out. You had let it all go. Everything you worked hard for. You regretted it, but it didn’t matter. You could get anywhere on your own. Fuck everything. 
Ever since that day at the cafe, there had been no contact between you or anyone from the band. Radio silence. It wasn’t until one Saturday evening that B/N called about a party. You had no plans to go out. Still, it wouldn’t have hurt to show your face. You were sure your bandmates hadn’t known about your self-dismissal. 
You got ready at 9:00, 15 minutes before you were to meet up with them. Silently, you hoped that a certain someone wouldn’t be there. Really, you didn’t want to face anyone right now. Something about it was too embarrassing. 
All of your friends were meeting up at a nightclub. Big and fancy, it was. One of the biggest in the city, perhaps. Only high-profiled people filled it up. Your band had played here before. 
It was one of the club's usual busy nights. Anything that you could think of went down here. It was a chance for everyone to go buck wild and let loose for one night before they got up in the morning with a bottle of aspirin and an unkempt tie. For these to be important people in the industry, you’d think they’d be more civilized. Then again, you thought of what industry you were apart of. Yeah. A band manager snorting coke off of a pornstar’s chest wasn’t surprising. 
Through sweaty bodies and seizure-inducing lights, you couldn’t see your bandmates at all. You dialed B/N’s number and hoped that they would be able to hear you over the thumping music. During which, some drunk asshole had bumped into you rather harshly, nearly knocking your phone out of your hand. You gave the guy a side-eye and held the phone up to your ear. 
“Hey,” B/N’s voice came through the speaker after the second dial tone. “You on your way?”
“Yeah, I’m here,” you yelled over the music. “Where are you?” 
“V.I.P. room. It’s at the back,” they said. “Fair warning, though—”
“What?!” you covered one ear with your index finger to try and hear better. 
“I’ll just tell you when you come over. I’ll be waiting outside of the curtain.”
Their voice was replaced by the beep of the call ending. You huffed out a sigh of annoyance, still pushing past a bunch of people. You finally saw the V.I.P. lounge and B/N where they said they would be. They waved you over.
“Hey,” you said. This area of the club was quieter since there weren’t any speakers nearby.
B/N looked to be on their toes. You couldn’t put your finger on it. It was like they wanted to tell you something but it wouldn’t get past their lips. 
“What’s up?” you spoke again. 
“Jamie’s in there,” they said lowly. As soon as those words left their mouth, the purple curtain shielding the V.I.P. lounge drew back. Your eyes shifted to an emerging Jamie holding a giggling person's hand. He didn’t look up at you. Neither of them did. You rolled your eyes. 
“So?” B/N said. 
“So,” you shrugged. “I’m not going to let that ruin my night.” 
Again, you tried to seem nonchalant. In truth, WANTED a reaction. Just a simple glance would do. You wanted to be seen. Maybe just to shoot him an even meaner look than what he would’ve given you. And you knew that he had seen you. Why wasn’t he saying anything? No thoughts on the meeting from a few weeks ago at all? 
To further prove your point that you didn’t care (and why would you?), you wasted the night away by downing drinks. Not too many, but enough to get you a little buzzed so that you could take on the rest of what the night would bring. You sat in your invisible bubble at the bar, contemplating exactly why you would care. Why it was so important to get Jamie’s attention. You downed a shot of your drink. It fired up your insides in a quick flash, starting from the tip of your ears and down. There was no use in thinking about this. What more could you do? 
Floating into your absent land, the smell of spicy cologne filled your nose. You felt someone lean into you from the side and whisper in your ear.
“I need to talk to you,” the voice said. You turned to see it was Jamie. Shadows danced in his piercing eyes, the same way they did whenever he was trying to be intimidating.
“What do you want?” you said in a monotone.  
“Please. I’ll be quick.” 
The two of you disappeared to the upstairs lounge in the club. There was a bar up here too, occupied by people having more civilized and controlled conversations. You ambled over to the black couches nearby and took a seat, Jamie sitting beside you. You stayed in awkward silence for what seemed like forever. From beside you, the man was engaged in thought, trying to find something to say. He had his hands clasped as if he were saying a prayer and held it close to his mouth. 
I don’t have all day, you mused. His sigh filled your thoughts.
“I’m sorry,” he started off. He wasn’t looking at you. His eyes were trained on the floor. 
You waited for more, then said, “How do I know you mean it?” 
“No, I do. I really do mean it.” 
“You still haven’t answered my question,” you said, looking at him. “Remember?” 
“I don’t hate you,” he replied. Not at all.” 
There was a flash of amusement on your face. That was the only emotion you could find.
With another sigh, he repeated like a broken record, “I don’t hate you, Y/N. Quite the opposite.”
You quirked a brow as if to tell him to go on. He wanted to. His lips were moving as if grasping for something in the air and pulling it to his cords. 
“I-I don’t know,” his voice went low.  
“You know what, you’re a dickhead,” you took another sip of the sharp tequila. “Good job. Good fucking job.” 
“On what?”
“You’re just…so hard to figure out. I don’t get you.”
“I didn’t mean what I said that night. When I said you were useless to the band and all that. That’s not true at all.” 
A satisfied grin was urging on your lips as you had gotten what you wanted. You hid it with the rim of your cup. Down went the last drop and you set the cup down. 
“I admire you, Y/N,” he went on. “A lot, actually.” 
“So what’s up with you being a dick to me then?”
“I guess…I’m jealous of you.”
The way his words edged out so hesitantly, you didn’t believe it. Because why in the world would Jamie Bower be jealous of you? But his demeanor, the softness in his body language — if he were playing a joke on you, he did a damn good job at acting. 
“Oh, bullshit,” you said dismissively. 
“You’re an amazing guitarist, and you're the most poetic person I've ever met,” he rattled on. “You're everything I want to be and I just...hate that I'm not, I guess. You’re the backbone of our band." 
Really looking at him this time, you could tell he meant it. There was sincerity hidden in that black heart of his. You never thought you’d see the day. There was no room in you to take this in. 
You stammered, “I—uh—got to get going.” 
Jamie shot up from the chair when you did and trailed after you. “Wait, Y/N. You’ve had too much to drink,” he said. “Let me take you home.”
“No, I’m fine.” you waved him off and walked back downstairs. The beating music in the main part of the club filled your ears once more, pounding a headache into your head. You wanted tonight to be a brain fog in the morning. One that you couldn’t remember for a long time. You couldn’t tell if it was embarrassment or if it was the praise you always wanted getting to you. Your face was hot and flushed from being flustered as you ran out of the doors. You could sense that he was still following you. His presence loomed over like a shadow. 
“Y/N,” you heard him call, proving your suspicion right.
“I’m calling a taxi,” you said, searching your coat pockets for your phone. 
“Listen to me. I meant what I said back there. I really, really admire you.” 
“That doesn’t just take away the constant hell you’ve been putting me through this whole time,” you argued. “What? Out of envy? Get fucked.” your fingers typed aggressively on the keypads. 
“Y/N,” you felt him grab your shoulder and spin around. Your legs turned to jelly from the sudden touch. You hated that. Jamie was so close you could feel nearly every fiber of him. Smoke from the cold night air escaped past his parted lips. “I’m so, so, sorry. Please, if I have to get down on my knees just to keep you in the band then I will. I’m sorry for being so shitty.” 
Too nervous to meet his eyes again, you looked to the concrete. Your heart was racing so much, fluttering butterflies trapped in your throat. 
“Let me take you home,” he said again. “Please?”
“What happened to your friend from earlier?” you said. The image of them holding hands flashed in your mind.
“Someone to fill up space, I guess,” he muttered. Both of his hands were placed on your shoulders, forcing you to look at him. There was a sense of sudden gravitation towards this man. Something that was so unfamiliar you were questioning yourself. Could you still hate him even after this? 
“You really are something, Bower.” your whisper was carried by midnight’s wind. 
It was like the space between you was getting tighter. Your eyes traveled to his lips which were half covered by the lights of the nightclub. You didn’t get any closer but paid attention to the way his soft lips moved as he spoke.
“Will you let me take you home?” 
You nodded. “I’ll just tell B/N that I went with you then.”
For the first week of the new month, you distracted yourself with music. Your bandmates still knew nothing of you quitting, as far as you knew. Your mind was still consumed with Jamie Bower and that night at the club. How quiet and frail the air seemed during that car ride. How his goodnight made you burn up more than the tequila you were drinking. Everything you did to ignore it didn’t work. You guessed that it could’ve been some obsessive type of thing. What other explanation was there?
Currently, you were stationed at your desk, scribbling down lyrics and humming along to match them. Nothing would work along with these words. You kept scribbling and erasing, scribbling and erasing; until finally, you cracked and threw your pencil at the wall. 
You forced yourself out of the chair to go to the fridge. The only thing that could put an end to this madness right now was a bottle of good ‘ole Jack, which you happened to have. Call you careless for drinking so early in the morning, you didn’t give a shit. It was nice and ice cold. Mind-numbing enough to delete whatever it was you tried to explain to yourself. 
You slumped down on the couch, watching some talk show when a knock came at your door. You were too lazy to get up and hoped that it was for someone next door. 
The knock came again and you grumbled. “Come in!” you shouted.
“It’s locked,” a voice said from behind the door. It seemed you had no other choice. You got up from the couch, annoyed. And much to your dismay upon opening the door, Jamie was there. 
“Oh,” you said. 
“Can I come in?” he said. He was wearing a black top and a pair of skinny jeans. Sunglasses adorned the top of his head. You nearly dropped the bottle.
“Uh—yeah—sure.”
You stepped aside to let him in, cursing yourself inwardly for somehow manifesting this. How lucky it was to have him show up on the day of your self-concentration. 
“I came to check on you,” he then said, answering a question that was just forming in your brain. Was he reading your mind or something? “I hadn’t heard from you in awhile.” 
“I’m fine,” you plopped back down on the couch and felt it dip when Jamie sat beside you. 
“You told me that you’d call the day after and you never did.” 
“Forgot,” you muttered, taking a sip of your drink. 
“Jesus, Y/N, it’s only 9 in the morning.” 
“Don’t pretend like you care.” 
“I do. Or else I wouldn’t have come here.” his cold and calloused fingertips grazed the hand that held the bottle of your ease over and over. You had a faint realization that it would slip out of your grasp, but it didn’t. Something else had caught it while you were under Jamie’s hypnosis. He had the bottle in his hand. You watched him set it down on the coffee table in front of you. 
“I still don’t know if I trust you,” you said, half-jokingly. 
A small smile formed on his lips when he turned to you. “I understand. I only hope to earn it as time goes on.”  
You sensed your lips tugging on to a smile as well and bit the inside of your cheek to hide it. 
“You know I do care,” he said, almost in a whisper. He was closer to you now. Like magnets, you were pulled to each other; pulling to the ecstasy that lay in this tension. Only then when your noses were touching, you realized what you were doing. But in his warmth, nothing else mattered. You thought all of the butterflies would be washed away under sweet oak whiskey only to find them return at his touch. Maybe this was a form of trust. 
“I’m sorry,” Jamie pulled away immediately. “I’m so sorry.” 
“No, don’t,” you said, grabbing his face with both hands to hold on to this last moment. You didn’t want it to end here. Not with how good everything felt in this moment. Your heart was skipping beats. You thought you would go into cardiac arrest. Your whole world was engulfed in Jamie. 
When he pulled away a second time, you both were panting for air. He rested his forehead on yours, eyes clouded with hazing lust. You thought they looked beautiful.
“Y/N, I have to be honest,” he said in between the sound of your soft pants. “I want you. If you’ll let me—” 
Your lips collided again as your hands roamed his body. You could smell the tobacco leaves protruding from him, getting drunk off of this scent alone. You moaned softly into the kiss. 
It felt like your entire being was pulsating, waiting for this magical moment. Jamie had to have felt the same too. He looked as if he could lose it at any moment. 
“Do you want to stay here or go to the bedroom?” you asked. “There’s more room.” 
“Whatever you want,”  he replied and started to trail pecks down your neck. You moaned, biting your bottom lip. 
“Let’s go then.”
Jamie followed behind you like a lost little puppy as you carried him upstairs by the arm. Once the two of you were inside your bedroom he spun you around and picked you up, placing you on the bed. You giggled as he climbed on top of you. 
“I don’t have a condom,” he muttered into your neck. 
You reached over to your nightstand and opened the drawer, pulling out a blue box of latex condoms and a bottle of lube, throwing it over to him. He snorted a laugh, picking up both. 
“Why do you have these?” 
“Just in case, you know,” you shrugged and watched him examine them. “Hurry up. You’ve already got me riled up.” 
Jamie chuckled. “I have to admit, I’m a bit jealous.” 
“Awe, someone’s jealous?” you slid your hands under his shirt, contacting the warm skin and bones underneath. You felt him shudder. Perhaps because your hands were freezing cold. 
“Very,” his hands traveled to your thighs. “Can’t have anyone else touching you.” 
“Already possessive, are we?” you helped him lift his shirt over his head, throwing it to the floor. Both of your clothes had been discarded, stored away in the confines of your worlds with the least worries. 
Once you two were prepped, you took advantage by wrestling him to the sheets and climbing on his lap. Seeing him in such a vulnerable state shook you all around. His nails grazed your thighs, leaving faint and temporary red marks. Soft gasps came from your lips as you sunk down on his cock. The feeling of it twitching inside drove you even madder, your heat quivering around it. You began moving your hips with Jamie's eyes holding you. His hands gripped your hips. You moved faster and faster, moaning at the immense pleasure in your core.   
“Jesus, Y/N,” he groaned, admiring the view of your sweaty body. Every thump inside sent you into overdrive. It was like a fire had started in your body, carrying off from your chest down to your toes. Your hands grasped at his pecs. You leaned down, breathless, bouncing on his thick cock as if your life depended on it. His punched-out moans vibrated your eardrums.   
“That feel good?” you gloated with a smile. 
“Fuck yeah,” was all he could muster. You began marking his neck with hickeys, sucking and biting while you drove his soul out, letting out a pleased hum when you found your spot. “You gonna come?” he says, deep voice penetrating your ears. You moaned again, digging your nails into his pecs. Your body shuddered as your orgasm hit. Jamie held you tighter. You never thought you’d be this close before. 
You didn’t stop moving your hips, wading through the aftershocks and overstimulation with tightened eyes. Not long after, Jamie had come too, letting out a relieved sigh as he spilled into the condom. You thought it to be twisted how you wanted to feel every bit of it. Greedy, almost. How you wanted to just get rid of this god-forsaken barrier and feel ALL of him. It wasn’t nearly as good as having it drip out of you. 
A small gasp left your throat at the loss of heat when he slipped out. But he was still hanging on to you as he sat up, edging his tongue in your mouth one last time. 
You broke away from him, saying, “I can’t believe we just did that.” 
“Me neither,” he replied. “That’s not to say I didn’t enjoy it, though.” 
You scooted away from him and watched as he removed the condom, throwing it in the bin and grabbing his clothes. A frown was about to slip on your face, realizing it was all over.  
Jamie must’ve noticed when he glanced at you. It took him no time to slip his clothes back on. 
“Why the long face?” he said, sitting down beside you on the messy sheets. 
“Nothing,” you gave him a thin smile. “Just…where exactly do we go from here?” 
“Well, I don’t want to stop talking to you or anything.”
“I don’t either. It just feels weird.”
Jamie’s brows furrowed. “Weird?” The look made you a bit nervous. 
“Not like a bad weird,” you explained quickly, laughing. “I mean, we’ve never been on the best of terms, Jamie. We just fucked.” 
“True,” he smiled. “I do hope that this…situation doesn’t affect us. I want us to be on good terms. Not just as bandmates, you know?” 
“Of course.” 
He pecked you on the cheek and stood up. “Gotta get going,” he said. “We’re heading to the studio today. Do you want to come?”
“Don’t know if I can,” you chuckled. 
“I never told them you left. Don’t worry. Your spot’s always open.”  
The two of you said your final goodbyes that day. It was like nothing had ever happened. You were left with nothing but a ghost of your time. Crawling up into your bubble again, you wondered just how much more confusing Jamie Bower could get from here. It wasn’t very fun when you were still figuring him out.
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jennay · 2 years ago
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It's always been you
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If you're okay with writing smut, my love, I wanted to request one where Jamie's fucking y/n against the wall first and on the bed, then while she's wearing his t-shirt only, and he calls her his good girl
A/n: I did my best. Lol sorry if it's weird and awkward. I am an awkward human. It's not exact but it was getting soooo long. I hope you enjoy. Go ahead and send me requests if you like.
Warning: This contains smut.
Master List
"Why didn't you tell me this before?" Your voice shakes; you feel your lips tremble. "You've had how long to tell me this, and you wait till I'm about to get married?"
You had asked your best friend of 12 years to stand with you at your wedding, and he told you he had feelings for you at the last minute.
Jamie stares with watery eyes. He didn't mean to tell you, but he couldn't hold it anymore. You never expressed feelings for him, even if you did have them. Why he decided now was beyond you.
"I can't stand the idea of you getting married to him! He doesn't know you as I do!" He sighs, "You can't deny your feelings for me. I know that you're the reason Layla and I broke up. I know you drunkenly told her you wished you would have made a move sooner!"
You stand from the couch, nearly sticking your finger in his face, "That was a year ago, and you didn't do anything about it then, so why now, Jamie?" You take a deep breath and step back, "You know what? Don't answer that. You should leave." You reach the front door, but Jamie hasn't moved from his spot on the leather recliner. "Don't call me. Don't text me; I don't want you at the wedding if you can't be supportive."
Jamie stands and walks to you. He stops in front of you before exiting and says. "You and I both know he's wrong for you. You're marrying someone who hardly knows you. When you change your mind and admit to yourself the truth, you know where I live."
You feel like screaming at him. How dare he say such things to you and act like he knew what was best for you. "Fuck off, Jamie. You'll move on sooner than later. Look at your dating history; you get obsessed with someone and then move on. You like what you can't have and dump them in the trash when you finally get it." Your voice carries venom as you tell him, "I don't want to see you again."
Jamie laughs in disbelief. "Goodbye."
The conversation plays over and over in your head; three days later, you couldn't get the image of Jamie's disappointment out of your head.
"Hey," Your fiance says, "I got you your favorite." He enters the kitchen with bags in his hand. The logo shows it's from the local Barbeque restaurant. You loved barbequed food, but it was close to your wedding day, and you were dieting. Did he not remember?
"Thanks." You quietly say.
He hands you the drink that he picked out. It was not your favorite flavor of soda. Did he not know such a simple thing? Two things and two wrong choices.
Jamie's voice played in the back of your head. "He doesn't know you as I do."
You shake your head, trying to snap out of your daydreaming. "You know what? Go ahead and start without me. I need to go do something." You slip your shoes on. "I'll be back later."
His brow raises at you. "Is everything okay?"
You nod. "I just realized...this isn't working." You hurry out the door before he can ask you any questions. You send Jamie a text message. 'I'm coming over.'
When you arrive at his front door, you knock loudly and nervously wait. 'He's not going to answer,' You think. 'What am I doing here?' 'Why am I here?'
Honestly, you weren't sure why you came, but you knew you needed to talk to him. "Y/n?"
You turn around and are face to face with Jamie. His brows furrow, and he searches your eyes for answers.
"Hi." You quietly say, eyes falling to the ground; facing him seems embarrassing.
He doesn't say anything. He shifts the bag in his hand and unlocks the door. "Are you coming in?"
You bite your bottom lip and follow him. He sets his grocery bag on the counter and asks, "What's up?"
You feel your lips burning from how hard you're chewing on your lip. "I'm sorry." You admit. "I don't want to lose you, and I didn't want to admit it, but you're right. I broke things off." You turn to make a quick exit, "I just wanted to tell you. I'm sorry." Your hand lands on the doorknob, but Jamie's hand is on the door closing it before you can open it. You jump back, slightly startled.
"It's okay." He sighs. "I should've told you sooner. It's my fault, and I understand your reaction."
Swallowing hard, you watch his lips as he speaks. You feel nervous with him towering over you. Your back against the wall, and his hands lean against the wall on each side of you.
Your hands tremble, but you bravely bring them to his face and pull him to your lips. His arms drop from the wall and snake around your waist. 'What are you doing?'
His tongue traces your bottom lip, and you gladly open your mouth, allowing him what he wants. Your hands are entangled in his hair, and you slightly pull at his locks. He moans into your mouth, pushing you closer to the wall. Jamie's fingers find the bottom of your dress. Lifting it slightly, he wiggles his knee in between your legs.
"Fuck," You moan when his leg brushes against your heat. You lightly grind on him; your head flips back with pleasure. He moves your hair from your neck, leaving hungry kisses down your pale skin.
You sloppily unbutton his pants and pull them down along with his boxers. Love-sick eyes stare at you with lust as he pulls your underwear down. He briefly stays on his knees, kissing up your thighs. He forces your legs apart, and l gently opens your folds, placing his tongue on your bundle of nerves. He teasingly licks your clit; butterly float through your stomach, your breathing faster and your heart pounding violently against your chest.
"Jamie," You groan, "Fuck me."
He smiles against your skin and pulls your dress off your body as he regains his balance and exposes your breast. Completely naked, his eyes rake over your entire body. You shrink under his gaze, and as soon as he realizes, he says, "Don't do that."
He pulls his shirt off, grabs your hips, and pulls you to his body. "You look stunning." He softly picks you up with complete ease and balances your weight against the wall while adjusting, "Are you sure about this?" He nips at your neck.
"Yeah," You breathe heavily, "I want you."
Your breath leaves your lungs as he pushes his cock inside of you. Your arms wrap around his neck tightly to help hold your weight for him. "Fuck." You moan.
"You're so tight." He lets one of your legs down, thrusting deeper, your cunt clutching around him. You can't tell if you're in pain or pleasure. It seems equally pleasing. He softly pulls out, breathing heavily; he grabs both of your hands and leads you to his bedroom.
He leads you to the bed and forces you on your back; it only takes seconds before he crawls up your body. He bends your knees and brings his face in between your legs, fulfilling the urge of your soaking wet cunt. He wants to taste you, drink you, fuck you. Jamie waited a long time for this moment and would take his time with you enjoying every sound you made and every movement.
"Jamie." You moan, "Fuck. I need you inside of me."
He grips tighter on your legs, leaving fingerprint indents as he holds you. He's enjoying you squirming and twitching, begging for his cock inside you. Pulling his face away from your pretty pussy, he kisses the inside of your thigh and allows you to rest them for only a quick second.
Jamie adjusts himself; hovering over your body, he kisses your lips, his hand on each side of you.
Without hesitation, you bring your hand to his throbbing cock and softly stroke him. His eyes roll back, and he loudly moans. Bucking your hips at him, you gently guide him to your opening. "Please."
He doesn't budge; he wants you to use him. Annoyed, you wrap your legs around his waist and pull him to you. You push your hips to him, moaning loudly when his dick enters you. Hands run down his chest and grab onto his flexing biceps. He wraps his arms around your body and grinds against you giving you just enough friction to remain stimulated for him.
He pulls one of your legs over his shoulder and violently thrusts into your soaking-wet hole. "I don't know how long I can hold it, Love."
"Let me on top."
He refuses to pull out of you and pulls you onto his lap. He watches as you bounce up and down on him. Your head flings back as you continue you ride him. You feel a warmth in his stomach, nearly crying from how euphoric you feel. Chills run down your spine, and you hold him close to your body, burying his face in your breast. "I'm gonna," You moan. "Cum, fuck." Your body quivers, nails digging down his back. Your arms wrap around his neck, exhausted. You rest your head on his shoulder.
"Good girl." He moans in your ear, bringing you to lay on the bed; he lets you relax your body but spreads your legs and quickens his paces; you can see he's close, and you want him to cum. "Jamie, faster."
He moans, and his pace slows down; he holds himself inside you, completely melting. "Fuck. You're such a good girl. Letting me fuck you like this." He slowly pulls out of you, making you whimper when he collapses on your body. "Thank you." He kisses you, and you run your fingers through his hair. "God, that was good."
He gently lifts himself and rolls to the side of you. He sits up and leads you to the bathroom. He tosses you one of his shirts and a pair of boxers.
“Let’s shower, beautiful. We can watch a movie and order in tonight. Chinese?”
“You know me too well.”
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r4gg3dy4ndy · 2 years ago
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call it a blessing (but i say a curse)
in which you have vecna's curse.
ten points to whoever gets the refrence in the title tw: manipulation, vecna's a tw of his own, tentacles, overstim?? ect wc: 1,604
Tick, tick, tick, tick… There it was again. That stupid, fucking, clock. Constantly ticking in your ears, as you pass out and hallucinate. Terrifying rings that blast in your ears whenever you try to sleep. Camped up in your room Nightmare on Elm Street style, trying desperately not to sleep. Last time you did, you slept for a little over an hour before waking up in a cold sweat. It was unbearable. Memories you thought you had locked away in the deep caves of your mind for good coming back for a world tour. Downing your fourth cup of coffee, you tried in despair to keep your eyes open through the night. Nothing seemed to help. Drawing didn't help, playing games didn't help, listening to music didn't help, cleaning, studying, reading, watching shows, cooking even! None of it made it any easier. Sitting on your bed you think, it couldn't hurt to just rest my eyes for a minute. Just a minute. And not sleeping either, just closing my eyes. I can keep myself from falling asleep! Quite possibly the worst mistake you've made yet. Closing your eyes for just about two minutes, then opening them again, you found yourself in an entirely different environment. It's nothing you recognize, looking nearly hellish with a dark red light illuminating the area. The ground seemed sticky almost, and there were these… vines? tentacles? covering the ground. Walking forward a bit, taking in your surroundings, you see these pillars with those tentacle-vine things wrapped around them. Walking closer to these pillars you see… oh, god. That-that can't be what you think it is, is it? You take a few steps back, shaking like a leaf, when… "Welcome." says a voice behind you, making you jump and turn around. Taking in his figure, fearful thoughts fill your mind. He's quite tall, looking red, fleshy, and almost burnt. His hands-no, his claws are long and look sharp as a knife. He stares you down with piercing eyes. His voice is deep and almost raspy. "I've been waiting for you. Seems you finally gave in." Gave in? Gave in to what? You pondered in your head, your face showing your confusion. He sighs and rolls his eyes. "Gave in to sleep. It's funny, almost, how you think you have control over yourself right now. Thought it was your idea to rest your eyes. Thought you wouldn't fall asleep." Your breath catches for a moment as you take a step back from him. He takes a step towards you. Your face plainly shows your fear, changing slightly into anger. "Who-who even are you! You don't even know what you're talking about!" He laughs for a moment before his face drops and he looks back into your eyes, and he makes a motion with his hands. You didn't have much time to be confused before a vine shoots up from the ground and wraps around your legs, leaving you unable to escape. "My name is none of your concern, but I believe people call me Vecna. That is how you will refer to me." While he speaks, he walks towards you, eventually towering over you and looking down into your eyes. Still trembling, you look up into his. "Why-why did you wrap… this around me?" You gesture to the vine wrapped around your legs. "To stop you from moving. Why, would you prefer it to do something… else?" Vecna raises his eyebrow and tilts his head at you quizzically. You don't quite catch what he's getting at. "What? I-I-I don't understand. I mean, if its on the table, I'd like it to be off me." You try to alleviate the mood a bit with the last sentence. Vecna lets a smile slip for just a second before he regains his straight face. "I think you know what I mean. That is, unless you honestly don't, in which I would have to demonstrate." Your face still adorns a look of pure confusion. Vecna sighs, and shakes his head lightly. "Well, I suppose I must show you then, hm?" He backs up just a tad and makes another few motions with his hands. More tendrils come off of the ground and the one wrapped around your legs moves. One of them pulls you against an empty pillar, and another starts to remove your clothes. "Wait! Wait! Wha-what are you doing?" You attempt to thrash and shake them off of you, but he makes another motion and more come and pull you taught against the pillar, spreading your limbs apart. You look down at the tendrils in pure fear, and you attempt to speak, but you find yourself unable. You continue to try to scream, but nothing came out. "Cat got your tongue? You look so helpless, it's pathetic." He continues to stare into your eyes, as he walks towards you and grabs your chin so you would look at him. "Quit trying to struggle. You know it won't do anything. Just take what I give you, and it will go so much smoother." Tears fill your eyes as you look into his and nod weakly. This makes him smile near condescendingly down at you. "Good. Now then, suppose it's time for me to show you, hm?" A few tears fall from your eyes as he gently strokes your cheek, accidentally scratching you as it starts to bleed. A tendril slides up your leg, teasing your hole gently. Vecna pulls his hand away from your cheek and puts it on your head, petting your hair to simulate affection. He was trying to make you think he cared. He was trying to make you trust him, to make you feel safer around him. Was it working? You'd never admit. "Ready?" He tilted his head slightly. You close your eyes tight and nod. The tendril roughly shoves up inside you making you open your mouth and attempt to moan. The tendril feels around inside you, going deeper and trying to find your sweet spot. When it finds it, it starts thrusting in and out of you slamming into it every time. Soon enough, two more tendrils start sliding up your leg. One wraps around the other tendril, and joins it in fucking into you. The other one has what appears to be a sucker on the end of it, and attaches onto your clit and starts roughly sucking on it. You were trying in vain to moan, knowing you wouldn't be able to, but unable to stop it. Vecna watched you intently, studying your reactions to certain things and making the tendrils do whatever made you feel the best. You were close, near unbearably so, and he knew it. He wanted you to cum. He took your face in his hands, and looked at you with a faux-loving gaze. "Cum." You never thought just one word could send you over the edge like that, yet here we are. When you started coming back down from your orgasm, you realized the tendrils weren't slowing, and they had actually started getting harder. Your eyes filled with fear but you couldn't stay afraid for long when it felt so good. It was mind-numbing, and with the "affection" from Vecna, you had never felt better. Leaning into his touch, you continued to try to moan. Vecna shook his head. "So desperate for me, hm? Doing so well, taking everything I give you. I think you could handle another, yeah? Think you could?" Looking into his eyes, you nod, not wanting to disappoint him. It's strange, how a monster showing you the lightest kind of affection made you feel so nice. Made you want to listen to him. Made you want to have more of it. Were you really that touch starved? You tried not to think about it. "Good." Vecna made another hand motion, and sent another tendril from the ground to come and fuck you. It wrapped around the other two and also began pumping inside you, but this tendril was much larger than the other ones. The three tendrils stretched you out so good, the slight sting that comes with it feeling absolutely delicious. They hit spots that you didn't even know existed inside you. You came, over and over again, quickly losing count. On what felt like the millionth time you were near cumming, you notice the tendrils are starting to get sloppier with their thrusts. Prying your eyes open, you look down at the tendrils. Vecna pulls your face back up, noticing your glassy eyes and tear-stained cheeks. He seemed… pleased. "Don't worry now, you're going to like what happens. Just watch." He continues to hold your face gently. Soon enough, you were cumming again. But this time, the tendrils did too. It was somewhat jarring, suddenly feeling the tendrils shoot their liquid-which wasn't cum. To be honest, you aren't sure what it is- deep inside you. But other than that, you welcomed this feeling. "Just like that. Doing so well." After the tendrils were finished, they let go of you and you dropped to the floor, your legs too weak to stand on. Vecna dropped down to your level and held you on him so you wouldn't be on the ground. Picking you up, he held you close to him for a few more moments when… Your eyes shoot open and you sit up suddenly, panting, trying to catch your breath. After fully waking up, you notice your legs feel sore, as well as the rest of your body. Just barely standing up and walking over to the mirror, you see… A scratch on your cheek.
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steamystrangerfics · 7 months ago
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Send me fics:
I LOVE smut, fluff, angst, enemies to lovers, (any or all)
Eddie Munson
Steve Harrington
Joe Keery
Joe Quinn
Jaime Bower
Dacre Montgomery
Billy Hargrove
Spencer Reid
(Ppl are in real no order)
I can’t sleep at night- I have a problem what I just read fics every night. And I’m getting tired of searching for fics at 3am. I just want them to cum to me.
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lildashofheaven1 · 4 months ago
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Emetophobia
Joseph Quinn x y/n
Joe helping you through your struggles with emetophobia
“Joey i-i cant, i dont wanna throw up” i sobbed as i was hunched over the toilet in our shared apartment.
We had been out all day and all day i’ve felt so sick, it might just be a viral flu but i have an extreme phobia of being ill and vomiting.
I had originally kept joe out of the bathroom by locking the door, i hate my phobia and i dont want him to see me like this. However with some kind words (and a screwdriver) he got through and was now sat on the floor with me rubbing my back and encouraging me through it.
“Cmon baby, it’ll be 5 minutes and you’ll feel better” he said gently in my ear.
“I-i cant, i-im scared” i started having a panic attack as i felt like i was going to throw up.
“Hey- hey cmon sweetheart, you’re okay darling” he said as he held my shoulders gently and took my hand and held it on his chest.
“Follow my breathing my love, your okay, you just need to throw up, your bodys telling you what it needs and it needs to be sick” he comforted me.
“Joey im scared- throwing up makes me stop breathing and i hate-i hate it” i sobbed into his neck.
“I know darling- i know, you’re not gonna feel any better unless you get whatever’s making you sick out of your tummy” he said as he gently rubbed my stomach.
He raised his arm above my head and grabbed the glass of water he had gotten me.
He held the glass to my lips and said
“Sip a little bit my love it’ll help” he almost whispered in my ear.
I did as he asked and we sat there for around 10 more minutes with my stomach cramping from the sickness.
“Joey” i mumbled as i readjusted
He looked down at me and said
“Yes my love”
I felt it again and lunged forward while saying “m gonna throw up”
He immediately grabbed my hair back as i emptied my stomach with him holding my hair up with one hand and rubbing my back, as i took breaks from vomiting he held the glass of water to my mouth again.
I eventually sat back against his chest
“Do you think your all done baby?” He asked
“Yeah i think so” i mumbled to him.
“Good girl, your so brave i love you so much, my brave girl” he said to me as he kissed my neck.
“Cmon lets get you back to bed” he said as he picked me up with one arm below my back and the other below my behind.
He sat me on the bed and thats when i realised i had puke on my shirt.
“Arms up my love” he said to me, i did as he asked and he took my shirt off along with my shorts and got me dressed into one of his shirts and left me in my panties as i was boiling.
I stood up about to take the dirty clothes straight to the wash.
“What do you think your doing love?” He smiled at me
“Leave that for me, i was going to get you your bottle of water anyway” he said as he let me lay in our bed and he passed me the remote.
He returned minutes later with my big bottle of water, and we sat together in our bed and watched whatever was on tv.
I love this man so much, he loves me for all the reasons i dont love myself and i couldnt thank him enough for that.
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angelst4re · 8 months ago
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headcanons (nsfw too 🤭) for jamie as reader's first boyfriend ever, i just know that he would be the most supportive, protective and just such a lovely boyfriend 🥺
YES YES YES!!!! i can’t imagine anyone ever beating jamie in the boyfriend game…
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Jamie x gn!reader headcanons <3
summary: jamie’s your first boyfriend ever!
warnings: NSFW!!! i wrote this in 2 parts so the first part is sfw and there’s a warning before it gets nsfw! <3
notes: this is the first time i think i’ve written and posted something just from my phone so i hope this looks okay… BUT LOOK WHOS BACK🫶
You worried it would be awkward being in a relationship with someone who has experience when you don’t
But he never made it feel like that, it was so natural
He took you on your first date to the beach and it was the best day ever
He took pictures of you which he later made his lockscreen and you did the same for him
You complained, saying how you looked awful in those pictures but he completely disagreed
“You need to start seeing yourself with my eyes, darling. I’ve never met anyone more beautiful.”
The kisses!!!!!!
Forehead kisses, kisses to the back of your hand, kisses on your cheek, kisses on your nose…
He would always greet you after work with a kiss and you’d do the same for him
When he would be away filming, you found it difficult to begin with as you didn’t know how the long distance thing would work, but it seemed to be fine
He’d text and call all the time when he had a chance and you’d tell eachother about your days
He loved to spoil you…
He would always buy you gifts just because he saw something and it made him think of you so he got so excited that he had to buy it for you
“Darling, I know you said to stop buying you all the things but look what I found at the shop!”
When you first started getting to know each other, you’d talk about your favourite movies and songs and you’d have date nights where you’d watch your favourite movies or make playlists for each other and turn them into cds
He’d always have the most fun date ideas, and they’d always be something you love or to do with your interests
He literally knows you better than you know yourself
Whenever you’d stay over his house he’d always cook you dinner and breakfast
His love language is touch so he would always be holding your hand or have his hand on your thigh, or be leaning against you when you’d be standing together
He introduced you to his friends and they loved you! You had so many things in common and it never felt awkward
“Jamie I’m stealing your partner, they’re so much cooler than you.”
When you’d be out in busy places and someone would bump into you, whether accidentally or not, he’d give them a dirty look as they passed and you felt him hold you closer to him
Even on busy trains when there was no space to sit down, he’d have his arm around you to make sure felt safe
I mentioned before that he would spoil you, and valentine’s day was an example of this
He’d take you away on a surprise trip for the weekend
And he would always buy the best gifts for your birthday
Where do I find my own Jamie???
NSFW BELOW!!!!!!! YOUVE BEEN WARNED!!!!
As well as your first boyfriend, Jamie was the one to take your virginity
He wanted to have it all planned and prepared to make it the perfect night
But instead, you were both watching a movie and his hand was on your thigh, tracing circles and your mind was going into overdrive
You were aching between your thighs and Jamie could tell something was up
“Is everything alright, love? Are you mad at me?” He asked suddenly
“What? No!” You laughed, and he had said how he felt you tense up
“Can I ask you something?” You asked him, and he didn’t know what on earth you were going to come out with
“Could we maybe go to the bedroom?”
Immediately, he got the hint and picked you, carrying you over his shoulder
He was so gentle when it came to foreplay, he didn’t want to push you too far or make you uncomfortable.
He eased the tip of a finger into you whilst placing kisses all over your thighs, he never stopped watching for how you reacted to his touch
He never stopped telling you how beautiful you were, and how good you looked beneath him
You wanted to give him head before he fucked you, but he told you this was your night, and that you could get into that another time
He lined his cock up with you and pushed in very very slowly, he was so scared of hurting you and he just wanted to make you feel as good as possible
He would always ask you how it felt, not just because he wanted to hear you say how good his cock was, but because he wanted to make sure it felt as good for you as it did for him
You were so tight he had stop several times just because he was scared he’d come too soon.
Once he was all the way in, you both remained in this position for a while, exploring each others mouths with your tongues and bodies with your hands until you were ready
When you bucked your hips upwards, he knew you were ready and began to move, slowly thrusting his hips and you felt like you were ascending
Nothing had ever felt so good before
You were begging him to go faster and harder, for more.
You never knew if dirty talk was something you’d like or find cringey, but when he would praise you and whisper things in your ear it drove you crazy
“Look at how well you’re taking me, baby.”
“Cant believe I’m the first person to hear your pretty noises, darling.”
“Don’t hold them back, let me know how good I’m making you feel, sweetheart.”
It wasn’t long before you came around his cock, he held you close as your thighs shook and your eyes squeezed shut.
He pulled out and came not long after, and he didn’t take a moment to come down from his high as he knew you’d most likely be aching from the stretch of his cock
He went to get a glass of water and a towel to clean you up with
His aftercare would be top tier i need to make an updated nsfw alphabet🤭
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mikqls0n · 2 years ago
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He’s mine||jace wayland x fem!reader
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Warnings: jace being the perfect boyfriend, swearing, jealousy, use of y/n, slight smut
Summary: you and jace are inseparable but now clary comes to the institute and gets interests in jace
Extra: this is placed in 2009 instead of 2007 so jace’s 18 and reader too
“It’s a demon bite!”
After jace had brought this girl into the institute cause he thinks she isn’t a mundane because she saw him killing a demon with Alec and Isabelle made you quit angry.
If you could you would just throw her out of the institute, by just the way she looks at jace. Your boyfriend.
“Look she’s awake” the glass boy said while this girl slowly wakes up.
Jace arms was wrapped around your waist from behind and his chin resting on your head.
“Ah, shit what is that?” Red-head said as she touched the protection rune which cause her pain.
Jace wanted to say something as he got interrupted by glass-boy.
“That’s a rune, you can use them for anything, healing, protection, can yourself visible and invisible which Is so cool! And when you’re hung-“who was not getting cut off by jace.
“No! We weren’t sure but when I draw the rune on you and you didn’t die, we definitely knew you had shadowhunter blood in you” jace explained.
“Ok so here are clothes you Could wear. It’s not everyday we get girls here” Isabelle came in and put the clothes on the table next to red-head.
Jace knew you didn’t liked when other girls would come here so he said.“Alec, could you take clary to hodge? Me and y/n are going to our room”
“Yeah I guess”
———
“You don’t have to be jealous of here love,you know I love you” jace said as he could literally feel your death stares towards clary.
“I’m not, jealous” you tried to hide the fact that, if looks could kill clary would be dead the second you saw her with jace.
“Hmm, my love’s jealous over some girl I don’t know” he teased you with a smirked you absolutely adored.
“Fine. I was. So what I’m not the one giving you the look as she wants to marry you right now”
“But you do”he whispered in you ear.
“Some day”you closed the space between you, as you lips met where he immediately kissed you back.
His hands found you waist as he pushed you against the wall as you make out.
———
“So, this y/n and jace. They seem close” clary said as hodge told her about her mother being in the clave.
“Y/n and jace? Yeah, couple of 6 years, never thought they would truly love each other” clary’s body was filled with jealousy as she listen to hodge.
“And do they fight often?”
“No, at least I never knew or saw a fight between them, they’re always together. Inseparable”
“Hmm, okay..”
———
“Did you lock the door?” You moaned between the sentence as jace’s hands went to unbuckle your belt.
“No, but who cares?”His lips on your neck again, and as Jace was about to pull your pants down you hear a knock from your door.
“NOT NOW” jace yelled as the door opened anyway which revealed clary.
You rolled your eyes as you pulled up your pants.” Hodge said that these silent brothers are ready”
“Yeah uhm, wait downstairs ok?” Jace said as he put on his shirt again.
Clary whispered a “ok” as she closed the door.
“One person gets here and now we don’t even have privacy anymore?”
“I know love but I’ll be back as soon as I am ok? I love you” he quickly kissed you ok the lips before going downstairs.
———
“I can’t believe we’re going to Magnus just because of that stupid girl” You said annoyed as Isabelle did your hair.
“What did we say about being nicer to people?”you rolled your eyes as you and Isabelle went out the door downstairs to the Main door where alec, jace and clary were already standing.
“You look beautiful as always” jace said as kissed you head.
“Thank You” You smiled even wider when you could see clary staring at you two, eyes filled with jealousy.
———
“Well. I haven’t seen you in years shadowhunters” mag is appeared from behind.
“Though,I do kinda need to talk with clary”
“Wait how do you know her?-“simon- the glass boy was cut off by Magnus.
“Come with me”
“I still don’t get why we’re here”You mumbled.
———
You were even more pissed when Simon was kidnapped and you had to safe him because of clary.
That’s why You’re always told “don’t do anything with mundanes” .
But now you’re back and You’re in the library since jace is in the shower anyway.
“What is your problem with me?” You heard a voice behind you.
You turned around and saw clary.
“What do you mean?”You said innocently.
“You always give me these looks”
“Well, then stop staring at my boyfriend”now clary’s face got darker as she stepped infront of you.
“We both know this relationship won’t last forever. People come and go you know tha-“ you cut off clary by pushing her against the wall coming closer to her face.
“If you, ever say that again I will kill you clary fray. And you know why? Because he’s mine” you whispered the last sentence.
@angelst4re @acecampbellbower
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jcbbby · 2 years ago
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not a fic, but just some thots thoughts about that breeding kink I mentioned with Jamie because......pls........🫣
so imagine y'all get back to the hotel after the con that just happened where he interacted with quite a few little kids/babies.
you're just settling in for the night, getting ready for bed and talking about how the day was. he'd be in boxers and a t-shirt, you in just panties and one of his other shirts.
Jamie would be like "that little baby with the hat today was so sweet today...broke my heart that she started crying." he'd frown and put his hand over his chest.
you'd be like "you were so cute with the little ones today."
"you think so?"
"it was so sweet to watch...you'd be such a good daddy."
he'd smile wide "I like the sound of that from you..."
you'd playfully push his shoulder "Jamie!"
he'd laugh "oh, no! I mean literally, daddy as in a dad...that sounds nice.. and you'd be mommy."
"aww, you'd want me to be the mommy of your baby?"
"oh absolutely, darling. you'd be so beautiful pregnant with my baby, too." he'd pull you into his arms.
"yeah?" you'd ask, nuzzling in.
"definitely." he'd smirk and lean in to start kissing your neck, running his hands all over you.
you'd sigh dreamily as he nibbles at that special spot on your neck before giggling. "whoa, you trying to get me pregnant here tonight, Bower?"
he'd chuckle against you and keep going, kissing and gently biting your neck as he slips a hand under your shirt. "would you like that, hm? if I put a baby in you, our baby?" he'd whisper as he gently slipped his thumb over your nipple, causing you to inhale deeply at how nice it felt, sliding your hand up through his hair.
"don't write checks your dick can't cash, babe..." you'd pull his head back from your neck. "if you say you're gonna get me pregnant...you better put your money where your mouth is." you'd smirk.
he'd push you slowly down on to the bed, climbing over you. he'd hover just above your lips and whisper "oh, I'm going to put a baby in you alright...I'm not gonna stop fucking you until I've filled you to the brim, darling." before he crashed his lips into yours, and you both started clawing at one another.
he'd take off his boxers, and you'd slide off your panties. you'd start to take off your shirt, but he would grab it and do it for you, just so rearing to go at the thought of getting you pregnant, so incredibly turned on by the thought of you walking around carrying his child.
he'd whisper in your ear as he fucks you, saying things like "I'm gonna fill you up" and "you're gonna look so good with my baby in you"
he'd stay inside you after he came, keeping all of his cum inside you, kissing and whispering sweet things to you before he got hard and started thrusting in you again. he'd switch between slow and deep and hard and fast, between making love to you and making sure he came hard enough to get plenty of his seed in you.
you'd both cum a plethora of times and have made a mess of the sheets with how much was spilled out from the both of you. but once he was satisfied with his work, and you were both exhausted and so blissed out, he'd slip out of you, but pull your legs up at an angle. "just to be sure, my love. it's gotta stay in there." he'd smile.
you'd both then cuddle up together to fall asleep, and before you both pass out for the night, he'd say "I can't wait to be mommy and daddy."
GOD I NEED HIM SO BAD. I DONT EVEN WANT KIDS IN MY REAL LIFE BUT I WILL HAVE HIS IF HE ASKED ME I STG.
I desire him carnally 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫
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jokeringcutio · 1 year ago
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Halloween Refuge – Henry Creel x Reader (Contains Smut)
AN: Follow me for more Halloween Reader Inserts. More stories will follow this month.
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Fandom: Stranger Things Pairing: Henry Creel (001) x Reader Rating: Explicit Summary: It’s Halloween when a young, wounded man appears at your door. How can you refuse him.. anything?
Warnings: Explicit Sexual content, mention of blood, orderly Henry Creel.
Halloween Refuge
The flickering glow of the television bathed the dimly lit room, casting eerie shadows on the walls as you snuggled under your favorite soft blanket. The scent of cinnamon and pumpkin filled the air, a warm contrast to the chilly Halloween night. You sipped your hot cocoa, letting it warm you from the inside out while classic horror films played in the background.
"Trick or treat!" you heard from outside your door, and you paused the movie, setting down your drink before grabbing a handful of candy. Opening the door with a smile, you greeted the group of costumed children who shrieked with delight at the sight of the sweets being dropped into their bags. Their giggles echoed through the crisp autumn air as they scurried away, leaving you to retreat back into your cozy sanctuary.
You had just settled back onto the couch when the doorbell rang again. A small sigh escaped your lips – another interruption. But it's Halloween, you reminded yourself. With a quick stretch, you stood and headed for the door. As it swung open, you were met by an unexpected sight. A tall young man stood in front of you, his clothes a bright white in the light of the candles and lanterns. Blonde hair glistened like gold in that very same light, and pale blue eyes settled pleadingly upon you. He looked lost and vulnerable.
"Can I help you?" you asked cautiously, eyes drawn to the splatters of blood staining the once pristine fabric. For a moment, you thought it was just an elaborate Halloween costume, but something in his pale blue eyes told you otherwise.
"Please," he breathed out, his voice barely more than a whisper. "I need shelter."
Shelter from what, you wondered. Who was he running away from?
Pity welled up inside you, and despite the nagging feeling that something wasn't quite right, you stepped aside, allowing him into your home. He looked so helpless, so broken; you couldn't just turn him away.
"Thank you," he murmured, stepping inside and glancing around the room with a mixture of curiosity and apprehension.
"Are you hurt?" you asked, your concern growing as you studied his bloodied attire. "Do you need me to call someone?"
"No," he replied quickly, a hint of panic in his voice. "I just... I need to rest."
"All right," you agreed, though still uneasy. The blood on his clothes indicated that something serious had happened, possibly something bad. But you also knew that not everyone who got into a fight wanted to have the police involved.
You led him to the couch, gesturing for him to sit down. As he did so, you couldn't help but take in his features: high cheekbones, luscious blonde hair that fell past his ears, and those captivating pale blue eyes that seemed to hold an untold story.
"Is there anything I can get you?" you inquired, watching him carefully.
"Water would be nice," he answered, attempting a weak smile.
"Of course," you said, heading to the kitchen. As you filled a glass with water, your mind raced with questions and concerns. Who was this man, and what had led him to your doorstep?
Did it matter? You returned to his side to find him sitting in the same position you had left him in. His eyes rested calmly upon you and a small grateful smile curled the corner of his lips. He seemed harmless. Despite being taller than you and quite possibly being capable of overpowering you, even when wounded, you didn’t think he would try and harm you. There was just a very kind vibe about him, something that made you feel you could trust him and want to be near him.
And so you sat down on the couch next to him, leaving a safe distance between you two, and watched him sip the water, your heart pounding in your chest. His left ear seemed to be bleeding and there definitely was a gash on his head. A million questions swam through your head, but you hesitated to ask any of them.
"Are you sure I shouldn't call 911?" you asked gently. "I don't want you to be in pain."
He shook his head, his pale blue eyes locking onto yours. "No, please don't. I just need some rest."
"All right," you murmured, not entirely convinced. "What's your name?"
"Henry," he replied, that weak smile returning to his lips.
“Henry,” you repeated his name, tasting it on your lips. A weird fuzzy feeling bubbled up inside the pit of your stomach, making your core feel hot and cold at the same time. “Well, Henry, it seems I’ll be letting you rest here for a little while. Is there anything I can get you before I let you rest?”
Henry’s blue eyes seemed to darken as he weakly reached out a hand to you. “Actually,” he murmured, “there is.”
Over the next hour, you made him as comfortable as possible, bringing him a warm blanket and some painkillers. Instead of retreating to your room, Henry engaged in a pleasant and gentle conversation with you, allowing you the time to stand up and hand candy to the kids whenever the doorbell rang. And each time you returned to his side he’d be waiting for you, a gentle smile on his lips.
The conversation flowed surprisingly easily between you, touching on everything from favorite films to childhood memories. You couldn't help but become entranced by the mysterious man who had appeared on your doorstep.
As the evening wore on, the air between you grew thick with unspoken desire. Henry, despite his injuries, managed to sit up and reach out to gently caress your cheek. Your breath hitched, your body responding to his touch. His fingers felt like warm silk against your skin, igniting a fire within you.
"Is this what you want?" he whispered, his voice soft as velvet.
"Yes," you breathed, leaning in to capture his lips with yours. The kiss was tender, yet hungry, fueling the growing need inside you.
You felt his hands on your sweater, slowly lifting it off your body. You allowed him to undress you, feeling a thrill at being so exposed to someone you barely knew. But there was something about Henry that drew you in, a magnetic pull you couldn't resist.
As his own clothes joined yours on the floor, you marveled at the intimacy that had blossomed between you in such a short time. The world outside seemed to fade away, leaving only the two of you, bound together by fate and undeniable attraction.
Your body, now bare before him, seemed to glow in the dim light of the room. Henry's pale blue eyes raked over you, admiration and desire clear in their depths. The intensity of his gaze sent shivers down your spine.
"Careful," you whispered, pushing him back gently onto the couch, mindful of his injuries. "You need to rest."
He didn't protest as you straddled his lap, settling yourself against the heat of his body. You leaned in, pressing soft kisses along his jawline, down his neck, savoring the taste of his skin beneath your lips. The moment was tender, romantic, filled with a connection that transcended the physical. You didn’t know attraction could be so strong, so magnetic. But all you knew was that you craved him, needed this, wanted this to happen.
"Are you sure?" he asked again, his voice laced with vulnerability.
"Absolutely," you replied, your conviction evident. To show how determined you were, you slowly moved your hips over his, gently taking the tip of him in your tight heat. Henry’s eyes rolled back and a moan escaped his lips. With a moan of your own, you started to roll your hips against his, taking him in deeper and creating a slow, steady rhythm.
He liked it, you could tell, because when your eyes met you saw the spark of joy in his. Encouraged by the lust in his eyes, you became a little bolder, moving your hips a little higher, thrust down a little harder.
Your lips sought out his and captured them once more. He welcomed the kiss, even deepened it, while his hands reverently traced down your body, exploring each piece of unclad skin. His fingertips traced patterns with featherlight touches and at that moment you knew how it felt to be worshipped.
Once the kiss broke in favor of catching your breath, Henry’s head dipped and his lips sought lower down your chest until they brushed lightly past your nipples. With a gasp  - from your lips – he sucked one of them between his lips, hollowing his cheeks as he started to pleasure you. Your thrusts became erratic as your walls pulsed around him with each suck. What was he doing to you? This was absolute bliss. Throwing your head back, you rode him as deep and as passionate as your body allowed you.
It was perfect. All of him was perfect. Until-
Henry’s hands gripped your hips, guiding you down his shaft with a rough thrust that made you open your eyes in shock. You’d lost control. He took the lead now. You knew it the moment he started to guide you harshly up and down his cock, sinful wet sounds accompanying the action. His initial thrusts were harsh, almost painful, but you bit back any complaints. This was what you wanted. He must be close, you reasoned. And so your lips parted in a silent gasp.
His fingers dug into your hips in an almost painful grip, certain to leave marks. You tried to move your hips away and alleviate the pain, but Henry wouldn’t let you. And when you glanced down at him to tell him to be gentler, you saw the way his eyes had rolled back in pleasure and how he had gritted his teeth.
You couldn’t say it. You couldn’t want anything else but to see him like this. Lost in absolute pleasure.
He struck too deep for comfort, his cockhead battering your cervix with a passion that was unparalleled to anything you’d ever felt before in your entire life. Low groans tumbled from his lips as he forced your hips to move and take him in deep and deeper, until the battering made you gasp in a mixture of pleasure and pain, and he hit a delicious spot deep inside that made your toes curl and your eyes close in ecstasy.
Liquid gushed forth, slipping down his cock and slickening your core, allowing sopping wet sounds to reach your ears with each and every thrust. His grip had become possessive, almost aggressive, as if he sought to claim you entirely. He hit that spot inside of you again and again. It made you gasp, your orgasm building like a tidal wave.
"Please...," you managed to choke out between moans, unable to articulate more than that single word. Your hands clawed at him and pulled him closer. More, your mind repeated. More, more, more.
So close, so very close.
Henry didn't relent, didn't pause to ask if you were okay. Instead, he continued to pump into you, even as your walls clamped down tightly, even as his thrusts became erratic, even as you felt your orgasm wash over you. And then it was done.
He came, filling you with his essence while his hands held you firmly in place, keeping you from squirming away. A part of you screamed in protest, wanting to push him away, to reclaim your autonomy. But another part of you – perhaps the darker, more primal side – reveled in the intensity, the rawness of it all. And so you swallowed your complaints, allowed yourself to be overwhelmed by the pleasure and the pain.
Henry moved again, deep but slow thrusts, his cockhead pushing against your womb’s entrance as if he wanted to get in. It felt good. Even as both of you seemed to come down from your bliss, it felt good to have him rocking gently into you, so deep that it felt as if your bodies could melt and become one.
Finally, as your body relaxed again, leaving you breathless and shaking, Henry's body stilled. He held you close, his breath hot against your neck, his heart pounding in time with yours.
"Are you all right?" he asked, his voice gentle once more, concern lacing his words.
You took a deep breath, trying to steady yourself. "Yes," you whispered, though you couldn't quite shake the lingering doubts that clung to the edges of your mind. “Yes, I’m fine,” you assured him, slowly sitting up and flashing a careful smile.
Henry’s concerned eyes met yours, but upon seeing your smile, he mirrored it with one of his own. He hugged you against him and placed a kiss on the top of your head, all the gentleman once more. You blinked at his tenderness, at his need for comfort and touch. Had he truly been so rough with you only moments before? Had that side of him been real, or had it just been your imagination?
He slipped out of you and a wet, sticky glob ran down your legs. He paid no attention to it, so neither did you. Instead, you decided to keep your eyes focused on him, to see him smile his gentle smile.
"Are you sure you’re okay?" he asked softly, his fingers tracing a tender path along your arm.
"Y-yeah," you replied hesitantly, still trying to reconcile the two very different sides of him.
With lingering touches and soft smiles, you both began to get dressed. It was weird how natural it felt to touch Henry, or to have his hands on you. Small talk flowed between the two of you and your laughter filled the room as you shared stories and jokes, trying to reclaim the sweet intimacy you had felt before.
"Stay here tonight?" you offered when your clothes were back on, gesturing towards the couch. "It's late, and I don't want you wandering around injured."
"Thank you," he said, the warmth in his voice melting your heart. "I would appreciate that."
"Let me make you some dinner too," you added, not wanting him to go hungry after everything he'd been through.
As you turned to head towards the kitchen, you caught Henry's gaze lingering on your stomach, an ominous look in his eyes. It was as if he knew you were worried about the consequences of your heated encounter. Shaking away those thoughts, you busied yourself with preparing a meal for the both of you. The evening turned into night, and you and Henry stayed close to each other until he sent you to sleep.
The next morning, you awoke in your own bed, your body feeling the aftermath of the previous night's activities. Stretching, you made your way to the living room. You frowned as you glanced at the empty couch.
Henry was gone.
You looked around the house, not quite believing the young man would have just left without a word like that, but no matter where you looked or how many times you called his name, he was gone.
What else had you expected, you berated yourself silently as you sat down on the couch. The seating was cold. Henry must have been gone a long while now.
With your head in your hands, you sat and contemplated what to do next. Forget him? Forget the entire encounter?
As if to distract you, you switched on the television. A sudden chill ran down your spine as the news popped on.
"Serial killer on the loose, last seen in the area..."
"...escaped from Hawkins lab where he was being held."
The reporter's words sent shockwaves through you. The description of the missing male matched Henry perfectly, right down to the bloodstained white suit.
Blood that wasn’t his own.
Your heart pounded in your chest, the haunting realization settling in. You had unknowingly invited a dangerous man into your home, and now he was out there, somewhere. And you couldn't help but feel an unsettling connection to him that refused to fade away.
~ Fin ~
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CALL ME WHAT YOU WANT 𓆩♡𓆪
(Book #1 of the Hellfire Gentlemen's Club series)
𝐌𝐎𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐍 𝐀𝐔 18+ plz
strip club owner!eddie x fem!exotic dancer! main character
Chapter 012: Vecna’s Curse
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Eddie is scared to commit to you? That’s fine. You have a lap dance to treat Henry to anyway — in the infamous red set that EDDIE bought for you.
↳ chapters: 001, 002*, 003** , 004**, 005 , 006 , 007* , 008**, 009, 010, 011, 012* , 013** , 014**, 015, 016**, 017, 018, 019, 020*
somewhat smutty = * , smutty = **
word count: 4k words
NSFW — blindfold kink (*cough* henry), lap dance, grinding, moaning, henry is the whimpering type, shy girl using henry to get off, eddie’s RAGING jealousy
TAKE IT AWAY, JAMIE 🥁🙌🏼
I Put A Spell on You (Jamie’s Version)
“The hooded cultists chant…” Eddie narrates. “Hail Lord Vecna. Hail Lord Vecna. They turn to you, remove their hoods… you recognize most of them from Makbar. But there is one you do not recognize…”
— excerpt from Stranger Things 4: Chapter One: The Hellfire Club.
Eddie is too busy playing D&D with the boys to have any idea what you're up to. It’s just what you wanted, though. Means everything is going according to plan.
“I put a spell on you, because you’re mine.”
Excitement brews within you as you slip on the red DEVIL WOMAN set from Nocturna. When you're done, Max helps to straighten your hair, maintaining it with a generous amount of hairspray, while Chrissy helps you set the final touches of your makeup into place.
"What's up with the blindfold?" Max inquires, nodding towards the piece of cloth tied around your wrist.
"Part of my act," you explain ominously. "I plan on using it on Henry for the first part of my set. He's a...sensitive guy, to say the least."
"You are way too good at this," your sister shakes her head in disbelief, brushing through your hair one last time.
"Intense emotions spark creativity," you shrug, admiring the vixen that is you in the vanity. "No man is leaving unscathed tonight."
It all rings true. Tonight, you have the power. And all of Hellfire is going to know it.
"Well you look absolutely soul-snatching," Chrissy hoots as she takes a good look at you. “You’re gonna have him on his knees.”
You bite your lip in anticipation. " Who? Eddie or Henry?"
"Both," she shrugs. "But since we're on that topic, I just know Eddie is going to come crawling back."
The three of you share a malicious giggle with one another, thinking about all the ways Eddie is going to crumble, seeing another man enjoy you in the set that he bought. He had his chance to commit to you, but now he has to face the consequences of what happens when he doesn't man up on time.
The dressing room door opens. By instinct, you turn to see who it is. In struts Nina, counting the dollar bills in her hands as she just emerged from doing her set at the tip rail.
"Oooh look at you go!" you whistle. "They're loving you out there, mama."
"I'm literally so shook," Nina raves, tucking her bills away into her bag. "This is my best night thus far."
When she's all squared away, Nina makes her way over to you and envelopes you in a warm hug. "You look so fucking sexy! Go kill it out there, girl."
You smile at the compliment, heart fluttering in a room full of girls' girls.
"Thank you, sweetheart," you respond to her, rubbing her back with the utmost adoration. "You too."
Chrissy helps you don your cloak, shielding you from giving away the trick you have up your sleeve. After one final check in the mirror, you're ready to put on a show.
"Ready," you announce with a mischievous grin.
“Go get him, tiger,” Chrissy pats your back.
“You better stop the things you do, I ain’t lyin’. No, I ain’t lyin’”
Your heels click with intention across the cool floor of the club as you strut towards your victim. He's smiling and laughing with all his friends, unsuspecting of the stake you're about to, figuratively, drive through his heart.
"Good game, gentlemen," Eddie concludes as he and the boys wrap up their campaign. "I’ll see you all next week for Rise of Kas. Try not to die in that one, yeah?"
You watch as the younger guys scatter to prep for the rush. Steve and Eddie stay behind to clean up the area. When Steve sees you, he offers you a tender side hug before issuing a kiss hello to your forehead.
"Hey you," Steve smiles.
"Hey," your eyes gleam up at him. "Didn't know you play D&D."
Eddie's eyes travel up to you the moment he hears your voice. He freezes in place the moment you meet his gaze. If he reacted this way to just you with your cloak on — exalting and apologetic — you can't even begin to imagine the look on his face when he sees what you have under it.
But until time brings you to that point, you settle for feigning dissastisfaction while he attempts to strike up a casual conversation.
"He doesn’t, I was just showing him the ropes,” Eddie chuckles, nervously resting his hands at his sides. “He’s doing great though.”
You nod absentmindedly, diverting your attention to Steve ‘The Hair’ Harrington instead.
"You look beautiful, Hargrove," your boss attempts. "More than usual, I mean. Absolutely stunning.”
You can tell he’s already regretful about how he worded things a couple nights ago. The guilt on his face is like no other. But with the guilt comes those eyes. Those charming eyes that will get you to fold every time. Tonight is the exception.
"Thanks," you utter emptily to him.
"You got main stage tonight?"
"No, I've got a semi-private dance," you respond as-a-matter-of-factly.
"Semi-priv..." Eddie tries to figure it out. "What do you mean by that?"
"Hello, hello," a familiar voice greets you guys.
Right on schedule.
Henry makes his way over to you all with the biggest grin on his face. It's weird seeing him in outside clothes. He's dressed in a white t-shirt and black leather jacket, tight black jeans, and black combat boots. The blonde deity flashes you a seductive look.
"Days bleeding into one another again, Creel?" Eddie questions. "You're not on today, remember?"
"Oh yeah, I know," Henry shrugs. "I have a dance today with one of our special friends."
"Oh shit!" Eddie exclaims, going over to give him a celebratory fist bump. "Chrissy agreed to give you one?"
"No, not Chrissy," you chime in. "Me!"
Eddie's eyes widen. Steve's eyes widen.
"Holy shit!" Steve says. "Creel is actually getting a lap dance! That's so out of his comfort zone."
Steve's arms wrap around your waist as he pulls you in front of him. You feel his hardened cock sneak up against your ass.
"And from Shy Girl too?" Steve's voice deepens, rasp factor at an all time high. "You're in for a treat."
"Wouldn't expect any less," Henry blushes.
Henry’s voice is soft, but there’s a hunger in his gaze. Eddie tries to conceal how bothered he is. You see him frantically scanning the club for a sort of scapegoat, a way in delaying the nightmare that is about to ensue.
“Actually…” Eddie clears his throat. “Now that I think about it, we might get busy within the hour. You mind clocking in for a bit to help Jim out front?”
Henry cocks a puzzled brow. “Jim was playing Candy Crush when I dapped him up at the door. Mans is fine.”
“Yeah, the man is fine, Eddie,” you jeer. “And Henry’s been working sooo hard, it’s the least I can do for him.”
Your boss’s jaw clenches when he realizes his plan has fallen through. He’s got no scapegoat, you're dressed like revenge overdue, and his friends are insistent on watching this dance…
He’s screwed.
"If you insist," Eddie mutters sharply. “Tip her well, Creel.”
“Of course, man.”
Eddie excuses himself but remains in the area like a fly on the wall. He scrambles around, greeting regulars with a handshake and dusting off tables, anything to look busy and unbothered by the idea that his presence doesn't affect you the slightest.
But he is seething. Troubled. He can’t read you or your next move and it’s driving him mad.
While you coordinate your routine with the DJ, Argyle escapes from the kitchen. You hear him eagerly yelp when he discovers that Henry is getting a dance, followed by a determined, "I've gotta watch this".
And now that everything is going to plan, you take a moment to gather yourself backstage.
Before you head out, Nancy meets you by the curtains with extra bobby pins that you requested. You assume Chrissy spilled all the beans, judging by the words Nancy whispers in your ears before you head out,
“Give that man hell.”
(he sounds so much like jamie)
HELLFIRE: hell·fire
/ˈhelˌfī(ə)r/(noun): The torment and punishment of hell, envisaged as eternal fire.
"Alright, Shy Girl!" you hear Argyle shout from the pit of VECNA'S LAIR. "Henry is ready when you are."
You give the DJ a nod to start the song. Let the show begin.
“YOU put a spell on ME, I’m losing my mind”
You start your set at the pole, walking a slow circle around it before beginning your dance. Though a dance for Henry only, a crowd outside your immediate circle starts to gather around. Henry is sitting on Vecna's throne, watching inquisitively while you do your introduction. And Eddie follows suit, floating around like a lost puppy.
“You better stop these things. It’s a matter of TIME🕰️”
*DING* a grandfather clock chimes, a sound mixed in by the DJ as he makes the set his own.
The crowd cheers as you strut your sexy self down the stage, smirking to yourself as Henry timidly grips the armrests of Vecna's throne.
Your gaze pans to Eddie. You watch as guests attempt to have a conversation with him in the lair, but he is just not tuned into what they're saying.
Eddie is hypnotized by you, spellbound by a curse that he got himself tangled up in. Oh, how pitiful. To dig his own grave...
“Before I hunt you down..."
Poor Eddie. He has already lost.
"...grab your chin...and kiss your lips…”
You stroke Henry's face as you walk past him, stopping behind him close enough to see the goosebumps and baby hairs rising at the nape of his neck.
You tug on the corner of the blindfold and the knot undoes itself. Henry beams up at you with his eager ocean eyes as you hold the blindfold in your hands. You bend down behind him, exploring his chest with your delicate hands, before tying the blindfold snugly around his eyes.
You check in with your friend. “Are you doing okay?”
“I’m doing just fine,” Henry answers. “Thank you, Shy Girl.”
“Of course.”
“And you bring me back, I lay you down and grab your hips”
Eddie’s claimed a seat now, somewhere towards the back. Though it's harder to see him now, you just know he’s eyeing your technique intently, watching as you slither back to the front of Henry, stroking the bouncer’s face before lowering yourself onto his lap.
Henry’s breath trembles upon realization. He leans back and spreads himself across the chair so you can take up all the space that you needed to make him feel good.
He sucks in a breath.
“Breathe out, Henry…” you encourage him. “Steady breaths… there you go. Relax those shoulders now.”
Henry exhales, sinking his shoulders into flaccidity as he allows you to navigate his lap.
Eddie’s tapping his feet profusely, likely as an attempt to self-regulate. His folded palms rest below his chin as he studies you, attempting to construe whether or not this is something you are genuinely enjoying.
“And we lose all control. And before you know…”
And Eddie should know, that indeed, you are enjoying yourself… and Henry very much.
Henry's hands explore your ass now, and you use this position as leverage to grind yourself against him, your hips rotating to the shape of your stage name spelled out in cursive.
Shy Girl
A soft whimper escapes Henry’s lips as you grind, your ego inflating as he tosses his head back in pleasure.
“What’s the matter, baby boy?” you ask him. “Too much for you already?”
“No,” Henry smiles, seemingly up for a challenge. “I just wanna see your pretty face so bad.”
“Do you now?” you quip.
“Yes I do,” he nods. “Pretty please.”
“Well since you’re being so polite…”
“I put a spell on you, now you’re mine. I’ve got a hold on you, at least for the night.”
Your fingers return to the back of Henry’s neck to rid him of the blindfold you menacingly decided to tease him with. When it collapses, you meet Henry’s starstruck eyes, making sure they process you grinding your hips, exploring his chest, his shoulders, the sensitive parts of his earlobes.
“Fuuuck,” Henry whines. “How are you so good at this?”
“How are you such a good client?” you counter. “So well-behaved for me, Henry.”
Steve and Argyle make their way to either sides of him, showering you with dollar bills because Henry’s hands were occupied. They were exploring your thighs, hovering over your ass, rubbing your back while his mouth praises your every action, your every attribute, your everything.
“Goddd DAMN!” Argyle roars, incentivizing you further.
“What’d I tell you, Creel?” Steve smirks. “Ain’t she something?”
“Fuck yeah, she is,” Henry’s voice is but a barely audible gasp now. “And to think we’ve just scratched the surface.”
He tugs at your cloak pleadingly. You giggle at him, admiring his pretty puppy dog eyes that he’s put on for you.
“You know I can’t help myself when you ask tenderly if I’d dim the lights as your hand brushes me.”
Eddie glares sharply as he watches Henry continue to tug at the strings of your cloak, practically begging you to start stripping for him.
His misery is waiting behind that very garment.
“Wanna show me what’s underneath?” Henry incites.
The lights of VECNA’S LAIR begin to flicker and the classic yellow spotlight quickly changes to red. That’s your cue.
“Thought you’d never ask,” you giggle.
“And the floor swallows your clothes”
You undo the knot of your cloak that tied everything together. Slowly, to the beat of the song, the cloak slips off of you, revealing the beautiful red set.
“Oooh”s, “ahhh”s, and “wooo”s fill the air as the cloak sinks to the floor.
“And your silhouette puts on a show”
From the corner of your eye, you notice Eddie sit right up.
You try to figure out if he recognizes your set or not. But judging by his flustered face, and envious gaze, he sure does. There’s a pain in his eyes as his brows form a sullen arch. You watch as Eddie’s nostrils flare as he jams his fingers into his thighs, digging the balls of his feet into the floor in rout. He can hardly keep himself contained, he’s so angry.
And like a bull at a rodeo, Eddie sees red.
Meanwhile, Henry falls deeper into his state of arousal.
“Wow…” your patron beams. “That’s such a beautiful set, Shy Girl.”
You blush. “You think so?”
“I know so,” Henry insists. “It fits you perfectly. You did a good job.”
“Yeah,” you chime. Then your gaze travels to Eddie who is trying his hardest to conceal his jealousy. “I did do great, didn’t I?”
You allow Henry’s hands to explore all the set’s finest little details, from the little gems to the intricate seams. Henry traces your figure by following the pattern of the set, humming in pleasure to himself at the sight of you.
"That set is gorgeous, baby," Steve coos as he admires you from head to toe. "Did you pick that out yourself?"
“I can’t remember,” you turn to Steve as he rubs your shoulders. “It’s been collecting dust in my closet for a while so I figured I’d wear it today.”
“That was a good choice,” Steve’s voice deepens. “This is my favorite set on you so far.”
"Mm!" an unexpected moan escapes your mouth.
A crinkle in Henry’s pants from his thigh region rides up a nerve ending along your clit. Your mind short circuits from the sheer pleasure of it all.
Soon you forget about the lap dance and start subtly immersing yourself with friction, rubbing harder and harder against Henry’s tense quads as he lets you.
Aside from you, only Henry seems to know what’s going on.
He smirks, the most sinister grin you’ve never seen come from him before. “Find what you’re looking for?”
You nod rapidly, encouraging him to stay in place while you continue to pleasure yourself. He laughs to himself, watching you chase your high on top of him, knowing he's the one who has the reigns now.
“That’s right,” he fawns. “Take what you need from me, baby.”
"Yes Master," you say to him, knowing it's a kink of his. You feel him harden underneath you when he hears those words come out of your mouth.
Curious on whether or not he's still watching, you can’t help but get a glimpse of Eddie. And past the layers of all the strobe lights of VECNA’S LAIR, you meet his eyes.
“You put a spell on me. I’m LOSING my mind”
They’re twinkling. But not in the way you’d want. Soon Eddie's hand aggressively swoops across his eye, as he quickly wipes — what looks like — a teardrop away.
You continue to watch him as he excuses himself from the crowd, pulling his entire weight with him as he drags his feet towards his office.
It's enough to make your cold heart melt. When you see the way his shoulders sulk and how slow he seems to be walking in the busy atmosphere of Hellfire Gentlemen's Club, it dawns on you that you may have taken it too far.
Henry sees your eyes wandering, dwelling on Eddie as they become rather glazed themselves. He directs your focus back to him with his fingers at your chin.
“Why do you cry for him, Shy Girl?” Henry observes. It’s like he can read your mind. “After everything he’s done to you?"
You swallow hard as you struggle to find the words.
"...You give me fever, and drive me insane"
Fuck Eddie. Fuck Eddie. Fuck Eddie.
You've been hurt countless times but you still love with your heart on your sleeve. Why couldn't Eddie do the same?
Sure, his father was abusive and absent. Yours was too. Sure he found his mom dead at the hands of his father and drugs. That was also your childhood experience. Sure he had to grow up rather early just like you did, putting all his needs last while taking care of other family members because no one else would step up. And sure, the only woman he loved enough to marry framed him for a crime he didn't commit, with the idea of inheriting his assets on her mind. You've felt that used before too.
So what if all the people he's ever cared about stabbed him not only in the back, but in the front as well?
...just like you're doing right now.
It really dawns on you this time. You're not any better.
Fuck, you're an asshole. The answer is so clear to you now, you don't understand how you could have been so selfish before. You're both different sides of the same coin, it seems.
"Hm?” Henry tuts when you don't respond. "You think you need Eddie, but you don't. No, no... you don't."
Henry then starts to buck his own hips upwards, grinding along with you.
You feel guilty that Henry feels so good, taunting your clit mercilessly with just the fabric of his dark jeans alone. To distract yourself from all guilt crashing down on you, you start to envision that it's not Henry, but Eddie whose underneath you.
You miss Eddie. You really, really do. You miss his laugh, his random outbursts of energy. You miss how he instantly drew in a crowd no matter where he went. His presence was electricity, sending shockwaves down your body with the slightest skin-to-skin touch. You missed how his fingers felt pulsing in and out of you, curving themselves as he looks you dead in the eye because your pleasure was his utmost concern. You miss his periodic check-ins, how he wouldn't relax until you made it clear that you were okay. You miss how dirty and magical he made you feel, but ultimately how sexy and loved were and felt in his presence, even on the rocky days.
Fuck, Eddie.
"You keep me going in circles with potions and bottles... And I can't escape... I can't escape..."
Fuck, you fantasize. Eddie. Fuck, Eddie.
"I'm lost in your ways... I can't escape, baby."
There's a part in the song that gives you an 'out' from your routine. You wrap up your dance there, completing it with a tender kiss to Henry's cheek as he smiles up at you. The crowd goes wild, and Steve and Argyle continue to spoil you with ones, fives, and tens, enticed by how sultry you made everything look and feel with such little effort.
"Thank you, darling," Henry coos as he rubs your back one final time.
"Any time," you say to him. "I hope I helped alleviate some of your stress."
The boys help you collect your bills while people from all around swarm you with compliments. Eventually, Maxine and Chrissy make their way over to you, ambushing you with hugs and fangirling over your entire performance.
"You did amazing, sis!" Max squeals as she jumps up and down. "You should've seen the look on Eddie's face. Oh you so won!"
"Yeah..." you mumble absentmindedly as you search the club for Eddie. "Yay me..."
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It's the last call now before closing and you're helping everyone shut down their stations. You'd typically be back in the dressing room counting your bills by now, but the inner server in you can't help but stay behind.
"Hey!" Argyle speaks up. "Since all of us are off tonight, anyone wanna go barhopping?"
"I'm down!" Steve agrees. "Night's still young and that was the plan last time we were all together, yeah?"
"Shy Girl, you wanna come with?" Jonathan asks.
"Uh, I gotta count my tips and then get to bed," you say, turning the offer down. "I can close the register if you want, Jon so you can catch up with everybody."
"Oh really? Thanks!"
The group invites Max too, promising they would take good care of your little sister. Chrissy offers to be her DD, since she knows that Max drinks. All of you did, when you were her age.
"Please, sis?" Max begs. "All my discussion posts are done and I wanna turn up before midterms."
"Fine," you mutter, rolling your eyes. "But remember, if it smells weird or stinky..."
"Do not drinky..." Max rolls her eyes as she reaches to grab Chrissy by the hand. "Done deal. Thanks again!"
And soon the group vacates the area, leaving only you behind to shut the place down for the night.
When you're done closing out the register, you gather all your things to start packing up. Suddenly, you hear the locks to a distant door jingle and the doorknob turn slightly to doublecheck.
Eddie's still here.
You hear him start to make his way towards POTIONS, his worn out converse making quiet taps against the stone floor.
The natural light from the windows near the ceiling illuminates into the dark space, revealing Eddie's face and the pained expression that still rests upon it. His eyes are puffy, his demeanor hard to read.
You clear his throat at him.
"I thought you left."
"Nah," he shakes his head. "I like to stay behind for a bit sometimes. Make sure I got everything I need."
"I see..." is all you say.
"Told you that set would bring in a lot of tips."
"There you go again, being right about things," you say in a forfeiting tone.
"I'm not always right."
You can't look at him right now. Not when you've caused him so much distress and he's still choosing to speak to you. You gather your belongings and hold your head down in shame, excusing yourself from the narrative and Eddie's presence indefinitely.
"Whatever you say, Eds," you try to smile. "Goodnight."
Nervous now, you put your cloak back on and make your way out of the bar. You nod to Eddie goodnight and start towards your dressing room to prepare for your drive home.
However, it stuns you again as Eddie turns his heels and follows suit...trailing ever so closely behind you... to the dressing room as well.
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anthonyhopeswife · 10 months ago
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ˏˋ headcanons ˎˊ ୨୧ anthony  hope  ♡  reader (  nsfw  )
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✧ pet names. anthony is OBSESSED with being called pet names. ‘pretty boy’, ‘good boy’, ‘sweet boy’, ‘baby boy’, ‘sweetheart’, ‘honey’, ‘baby’, ‘angel’... all of the above!
✧ of course, he also has plenty of sweet nicknames for you, too, such as ‘princess’ and ‘my love’ and ‘darling’ – among many others. he shows his adoration for you through words because he feels that touch isn’t nearly enough to convey how much he feels for you.
✧ he has the biggest kink of all time for recieving praise. he needs to hear you tell him what a good boy he is and how good he’s making you feel. he just wants so badly to please you :(( <3
✧ he gets inexplicably embarrassed by his own come and tries to clean up his mess as quickly as possible.
✧ yours, however? that’s a completely different story. he loves tasting you. he’ll lick it off of his fingers or clean you off with his tongue in a heartbeat if you give him permission to do so.
✧ he moans “i love you” while you’re fucking him. ( and, of course, you always say it right back to him, because how could you not? )
✧ anthony likes it when you give him love bites and hickies – especially since he can hide them easily under his scarf. the thought of belonging to you is a major turn on for him.
✧ anthony is surprisingly loud in the act. he whimpers and whines a lot. he’d be shy and self-conscious about this at first, but once you reassure him that you like hearing his pretty noises and encourage him to keep making them for you, he would do so gladly.
✧ his eyes roll back when he’s close to finishing.
✧ his favorite position is cowgirl. he loves it when you’re on top of him, controlling the pace and riding him into the mattress.
✧ he’s very well-mannered in bed. he says ‘please’ and ‘thank you’. he always asks for permission and he does exactly as he’s told. he’s a good boy!! <3
✧ he usually prefers for you to be very gentle with him, but he also likes it when you’re a little playfully mean from time to time. teasing him, making him beg just to be touched or kissed, edging him and denying his orgasm over and over... yeah. he likes that. of course, he always trusts you to hold him in your arms afterwards and tell him how much you love him. usually he’ll fall asleep like that as you’re stroking his hair and whispering sweet things to him.
✧ prior to the two of you living together, he’ll let you fuck him in absolutely any place you can find that’s private. he spends his life moving between the bountiful and various docks/ports, so it’s incredibly rare to have a moment just between the two of you. a risky quickie is occasionally necessary, given the circumstances.
✧ in addition to that, need i remind you that anthony is LOUD. you may have to let him bury his face in your neck or maybe even put your hand over his mouth in order to keep him quiet and not get caught.
✧ he has a kink for being overpowered. it’s particularly evident in the way he reacts whenever you pin his wrists to the mattress or push him up against a wall.
✧ one of his absolute favorite things in the world is when you’re spooning him and you reach around to jerk him off from behind. the combination of being held in your arms and the pleasure of you touching him is everything he could ask for.
✧ if you tug on his hair or bite his lip while you’re kissing him, he’ll moan into your mouth.
✧ when it comes to oral, he’s more of a giver than a receiver; he simply adores pleasing you with his mouth. making you moan, feeling your hands tangled in his hair, hearing you praise him and tell him how good he’s making you feel, getting to taste you once you’ve come on his tongue... it’s heaven for him. he especially loves when you ride his face.
✧ contrary to popular belief, i don’t think he’s entirely clueless about sex prior to meeting you. he’s a sailor, so even in spite of how puritanical people tended to be in the victorian era, he’s certainly heard more than his fair share of crude stories from the men in his crew, as well as the ones he’s met during his travels. that being said, he’s still definitely a virgin before the two of you cross paths, and he doesn’t have any real sexual experience yet.
✧ he definitely likes being fucked with a strap-on. do with that what you will.
✧ he’s turned on by being ( very lightly ) choked. just feeling your hand brush against his neck or your fingers wrap around his throat while you’re kissing him drives him MAD.
✧ he giggles whenever you accidentally brush against or kiss a ticklish spot during sex.
✧ he likes for you to grab his hips and pin them down while you suck him off. a recurring theme here is that he REALLY likes getting pinned down.
✧ he gets so insanely turned on by dirty talk. all it takes is for you to tease him about how eager he is or talk about all the filthy things you’re going to do to him, and he’s already a blushing, moaning mess.
✧ no matter how rough or intense things may get, the romantic aspect of sex is very important to anthony. in his eyes, sex is a way for you to feel and convey your love for one another, and so other aspects of affection have to be present during lovemaking. kisses, hand holding, cuddling, declarations of love, just to name a few.
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r4gg3dy4ndy · 2 years ago
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repent.
one sin leads to another, they say. priest!jcb x reader tw: kinda manipulation which leads to dubcon, i guess
It all started when you masturbated. One simple thing, one simple, normal, human thing to do, and yet the bouts of regret were too strong to withstand. It was just once, and you hadn't even cum! Why did you think you had to repent for that? Well, that knowledge stands with God. Anyways, that brought you to here, the confession booths at your church. Pushing open the heavy wooden doors at the front of the church, you stepped in, walking through the middle aisle splitting the pews into half. Your steps light and wary on the floor, as you had never had to do this before. You almost felt sick, the nerves throughout your body working overtime. You just hoped you were doing this right. Opening the door on the right, you stepped into the booth, breathing in deep in a futile attempt to calm yourself. Making the sign of the cross, you spoke timidly. "Bless me, Father, for I have sinned." You see a shadow shift on the other side of the curtain. Its as if you can feel his eyes piercing through it. Before you could get out more, the air chokes you. You feel him continue to stare, when he speaks. "You know, I can't exactly bless you if I don't know what it was you have done." Glancing over at the curtain, as if to meet his gaze, you clear your throat. "I-I know, sorry. I'm just a bit nervous. I've never had to do this before." Jamie hums. "Well don't worry darling, knowing you, I'm sure it wasn't anything drastic. Go on then, tell me your sins." You inhale deeply, closing your eyes. "Last Wednesday, I... I masturbated. J-Just for a minute, though! And I stopped when I realized what I was doing, it's just - I just feel awful for doing it. Or, Or at least not telling you until now. I,,, I'm sorry." Jamie lets out a low chuckle, shaking his head slowly. "Tsk, Tsk. Well, I think, since you've done this, I think you need to repent in a... special way." Your breath catches, fear filling your eyes, and shocks running down your spine. "But-But I thought it wasn't that drastic! I-I..." You sigh, hanging your head in defeat. "I know, normally it isn't. But you've always been so good, so sweet for me, I think we really need to drill into head that you shouldn't. Lest we want this to happen again?" He questioned near teasingly. "Now then, go ahead and come into this side of the booth. I will show you what we need to do." Inhaling deep once more, you gingerly open the door and step out, walking to the other side of the booth and grabbing onto the handle, slowly turning it open. Jamie's sweet, caring expression made you let out a breath you didn't know you were holding in. You shut the door walking in and sitting down across from him. "Mmm, not there I'm afraid. I'm going to need you down here on your knees in front of me. Come on then, don't be afraid." Standing up and dropping to your knees, you look up at him. You think, oh, this will just be a fancy prayer! That must be why he wants me on my knees. That, that makes sense! Yeah, ok, it's just going to be fancy prayers. Oh, how wrong you were, how wrong you were. "There we go, darling, there we go." He tucks some stray hairs behind your ear. "Now then, I'm just going to need you to obey what I say, no matter how it feels. Alright?" You nod your head, he taps your cheek. "Words, use that pretty little mouth of yours and speak." "Uh- Yes Father." He ruffles your hair and pats your head slightly. "Good. Now, I'm going to have you suck my cock, alright?" Your eyes show pure confusion in his words, widening and eyebrows furrowing. "I know, it sounds strange, but trust me. This will help you repent, I promise. Now then, are you ready?" Your eyes show less confusion now, and more nervousness, but if he says it will help, right? I mean, he's the priest! He's got to know what hes talking about! "I-I guess so. I mean, since you say this is what I have to do." Jamie looks down at you with the same soft, sweet expression as earlier. "Good. So good for me, hm?" His words make you feel funny. Like how you felt last Wednesday. Jamie starts undoing his pants, sliding the waistband of his boxers down as his cock springs up and hits his stomach. He chokes back a moan, but you don't notice. "Alright darling, I'm going to hold your head and guide you. If you need me to let you up, tap my thigh twice, ok? Don't want you suffocating, now do we?" His face adorns a snarky smirk at that last part, and you look away, abashed, as you nod your head. Jamie sighs. He grabs your chin and makes you look at him. "We were already over this. Use your words, and quit trying to look away." Looking into his eyes, you breath in. "Y-Yes Father. I, I'm sorry." Jamie smiles slightly at that. "It's alright darling, don't worry, I won't be too rough with you until you get used to it. Now, open." He taps your cheek again, and you open your mouth. Jamie grabs your hair and brings your head down to the head of his dick. You steal a glance up at him before looking down at his cock, and testingly sucking a bit on the head. This, in turn, makes Jamie catch his breath and close his eyes. He pushes your head down just a tad farther to make you take a bit more in your mouth. You continue to suck a bit, still anxious. Jamie notices this and lets out a few praises, making you feel better, and as if you were doing good. (Not that you weren't, you were, you just hadn't felt like you were. Jamie continues to push your head down little by little, and you continue to take his cock further and further, with him letting you up for air when you needed. That is, until he pushes you down to your gag reflex, and you choke around him. Jamie pulls you up and lets you breath, and speaks. "Now all that before, that was just me testing you, training you. I am going to use your throat, and you are going to obey, and you will be forgiven for your sins, yes?" You look into Jamie's eyes, a little bit of drool dripping on your chin. "I-uh, yes Father." Once again, he praises you, and that strange feeling like from last Wednesday keeps growing, as he pushes you back down all the way onto his cock, far bypassing your gag reflex. Choking and gagging around him, he begins to fuck your throat. Small whimpers and moans leave Jamie's mouth as he fucks into your mouth. The strange feeling is now joined by another, more... worrying feeling. You start to like the feeling of Jamie using you. However, you quickly disregard it, thinking that it will just... go away. Jamie's thrusts start to get a little more frantic, he starts to lose his rhythm, and his moans and praises grow louder. "Fuck, are you liking this? I see that look on your face, almost as desperate as me." It hadn't clicked that he cursed, as you were only half listening, trying to focus on making him feel good. Jamie murmurs a few more curses, before speaking at you once more. "I'm going to cum down your throat, alright? Mmph, gonna make you mine. Sooo fucking good." You look up at him with your glassy, teary eyes, and as he looks down at you, your face is what sends him off the edge. He holds your head down all the way on his cock, choking you as his cum slides down your throat. After a moment, he pulls you off of him, allowing you to properly swallow and catch your breath. Your jaw slack, your mouth dripping with spit and cum, puffy eyes and tears streaming down your cheek, gasping for air. He lets go of your head, and you immediately drop down. He holds your chin up and pulls you up, kissing you. After the kiss, he pulls back and looks at you with that sweet expression once more. "You did so well, I'm sure that He will forgive you now. Here, let's go clean you up, and I'll take you home, yeah?"
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oskea93 · 4 months ago
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← Take Me Away (Intro) →
OC x Jamie Campbell Bower (AU 1970s)  Warnings: TW—> This story will contain the following: (domestic violence, physical/verbal assault, cursing, sexual content, drug abuse, alcohol abuse, self harm). Please do not read if you are triggered by any of these warnings. This is a work of fiction only. I do not own Jamie or any other famous people mentioned. 
A/N: Hello again! So I decided to restart this story again because i'm currently in my JCB era and there just needs to be more stories out there featuring this man! With that being said, Jamie will not be the Jamie we know and love today. His name and image is being used, but there will be moments where he is not a very nice guy. Kind of like Caleb from Horizon. But there will also be moments where he is the lovable guy he typically is. I just want to thank those that either stuck with this fic or just recently found it!
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“So, tell me about Jamie.”
“What do you wanna know?”
The interviewer looked down at her notes, “What was life with him like – in private.”
I chewed on my bottom lip, somewhat afraid to answer. “Chaotic- “I started. “Wonderful in many ways but a total shitstorm all at the same time. He knew what to say and when to say it, but his words and actions weren’t always pleasing.”
I paused, searching for the right words to convey the whirlwind that was our life together. “Jamie was incredibly charismatic. He could light up any room he walked into, and people were naturally drawn to him. His charm was almost intoxicating; it made you feel special just being around him. But that charm had a flip side. In private, it wasn’t always so magical. There were days when his mood would swing dramatically, and you never knew what to expect.”
“How so?” The interviewer questioned.
I shrugged my shoulders, slouching a bit in my seat as I reflected on the complicated nature of the person in question. "He was his own villain," I began, my voice tinged with a mix of sympathy and disappointment. "He tried so hard to make a name for himself in the industry. After years of working closely with all these high-profile artists, indulging in the debauchery they played with, he lost sight of who he truly was."
I paused, choosing my words carefully as I continued, "Your sins catch up to you eventually, and the way you treat people changes. It's like a slow erosion of your values and morals until one day, you look in the mirror and realize you're not the person you thought you were."
My companion listened intently, absorbing my words before posing a poignant question, "Was he the love of your life?" The inquiry hung in the air, laden with layers of emotion and history, hinting at a deeper connection that transcended professional ties and delved into matters of the heart.
As I delved into the depths of my memories, recounting the chapters of my life that intertwined with the complexities of rising to fame at the tender age of 17, I knew that the tale of Jamie and me would be a pivotal thread in the fabric of my story. It was a narrative rooted in scandal and secrecy, a forbidden love that blossomed amidst the chaotic backdrop of rock 'n' roll excess and the stark contrast of a preacher's daughter entwined with a man hired to shield her from the very temptations she found herself succumbing to.
We wove a web of deception, attempting to shield our burgeoning relationship from prying eyes and wagging tongues, but the silent exchanges, the subtle gestures, and the lingering gazes between us belied the truth we sought to conceal. Jamie was a force of nature, a whirlwind of contradictions that both thrilled and terrified me in equal measure. His charm was a siren song that beckoned me into uncharted waters, his humor a balm to soothe the turbulence within my soul, his love a flame that flickered dangerously close to consuming us both.
In Jamie, I found a kindred spirit, a partner in crime who mirrored my own reckless abandon and insatiable thirst for life. He was the grenade to my pin, the catalyst that ignited a chain reaction of emotions and experiences that would forever alter the course of my existence. He was the bomb to my clock, ticking away the moments until our inevitable collision, our destinies irrevocably intertwined in a dance of passion and peril.
I had always been taught that God sends people into our lives for a reason, be it for our growth or our downfall. Jamie was no exception—a temporary fix that morphed into a permanent fixture, a fixture that brought both the brightest joys and the darkest sorrows of my young life. His presence was a paradox, a riddle wrapped in an enigma, a conundrum that I struggled to unravel even as I found myself ensnared in the web of our shared destiny.
I shifted in the plastic seat, my denim-clad legs crossing tightly. “Well—” I spoke, my voice wavering slightly. “That’s quite a title to give someone who could love you one minute and then treat you worse than a dog the next.” I smiled sadly, the memories flooding back with a mix of warmth and pain.
As I penned the words that would immortalize our tumultuous love affair on the pages of my memoir, I couldn't help but marvel at the intricate tapestry of fate that had woven our paths together. The story of Jamie and me was a testament to the volatile alchemy of passion and pain, of love and loss, of growth and destruction—a story that would echo through the annals of time as a cautionary tale of the perils and pleasures of forbidden love. And as I laid bare the raw truths of our tumultuous romance, I knew that Jamie would forever hold a piece of my heart, a shard of my soul, a chapter in my life that would never truly be closed.
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